Hi AlexanderG. Good evening. I'd be happy to address some of your concerns about Yahweh. Firstly, I want to start my post by saying that Yahweh is righteous. Psalm 11:7 says: "For Yahweh is righteous; he loveth righteousness: The upright shall behold his face."
1. Yahshua says love your enemies
It's true. These are the same words Yahweh willed for His creation. Yahshua spoke for Yahweh as it is written: "that ye may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the Father." Exodus 23:4 says: "If thou meet thine enemy’s ox or his *** going astray, thou shalt surely bring it back to him again." Yahweh's love is manifested to His enemies, time and time again. Why would Yahweh command this Law thousands of years ago, if this isn't an intrinsic part of His character? He, after all, wants to produce children that are like Him. Yahweh could wipe His enemies out, every single one of them, in a Word, He is that powerful. But He doesn't. Ever asked yourself why? Yahweh must be very loving. He must have turned his cheek many a time. But Yahweh also has also the duty to be a just Mighty One. He has to judge people when they violate His Laws. We wouldn't expect anything less from the Judge of all the earth.
I'm telling you right now, if Yahweh didn't judge when people did wrong, people would complain. Yahweh does judge, and some of those judgement are recorded in the Bible. Some of those judgments result in death. Romans 6 tells us that the wages of sin is death.
When it comes to war, that's different. That's one group of people trying to kill another. If you don't kill your enemies in war, then they will kill you. It's simple as that. Yahweh doesn't enjoy violence, Yahweh is a mighty one of peace and His city, Jerusalem, means "the city of peace". Yahweh understands that at times we have to fight to preserve our lives.
For the true worshiper who wants to follow Yahweh-Shalom, we strive for peace. Even when we are physically or verbally attacked, we don't retaliate. Yahweh would have acted exactly as Yahshua did, while He was on the earth. Yahshua didn't fight with those who wanted to put him to death. Yahweh didn't destroy those who were putting Yahshua to death. Many times Yahweh is struck verbally, or in effect, physically, by those who do and did kill the prophets. There has only been one global destruction event of this world to destroy sinners and that was Noah's Flood. One global destruction event over the thousands of years that mankind has existed. Yahweh must have therefore loved his enemies. Even in Noah's time, it was over a century that mankind had to repent whilst Noah was building the Ark.
Furthermore, Yahweh doesn't torture people for all eternity. Gehenna Fire will be used to destroy the wicked, but the fire will destroy them as we read in Malachi 4:3.
2. Yahweh says not to kill, but kills others
Yahweh doesn't simply kill people like mankind does. Yahweh judges. And His judgments are done in righteousness. After all, Yahweh knows the motivations, inner most thoughts and character of every one of his human race. He may allow evil to happen to people and by doing so, you could say he is killing people, but it would be unfair to put Yahweh in a position where he can be blamed for all the world's wrongs. Much evil that befalls people is down to people breaking Yahweh's Laws in one way or another.
As a righteous judge, I accept that when Yahweh judges it is for reasons that we as humans cannot always see or understand why He has done so. We just have to accept that Yahweh's thoughts are higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9), and the reasons why He acts at times is beyond our comprehension.
Also I want to point out that Yahweh gave the right to human kind to issue the death penalty in Genesis 9:6 for the killing of another human being.
3. Yahweh is jealous
I wouldn't call Yahweh envious, but yes, He is a jealous Elohim. Jealous for His Name especially as we read
Ezekiel 39:25. I believe the word
Qânâ' (קָנָא,
Strong's #7065) means “to be jealous; to be zealous.” It can have both meanings. And we all want to be zealous. What people don't realize is that to be zealous requires a certain amount of jealousy. I recall when Paul was at Athens in
Acts 17:16, his Spirit was provoked by the idols in that city. We're instructed to be zealous in places like Revelation 3:19. So Yahweh wants His people to be zealous and jealous for His Name, and His Holy City, just as He is.
Yahweh is the only true and living Elohim. All other elohim are idols and figments of mankind imaginations. He has a right to be jealous for His exclusive worship and the use of His powerful, memorial Name rather than names which hold no power and were never intended to address Yahweh.
4. Yahweh forces himself on an unmarried girl
How do you not know that Miriam was not asking for a righteous Son? This goes back to the fact that we don't know what Miriam was praying for, what she desired, what her innermost thoughts were. But the way how she accepted that Yahshua would be born of her is testament to the fact that she wasn't forced upon.
5. Corinthians 13 describes the attributes of love, but Yahweh doesn't fulfill these attributes
Well let's look at 1 Corinthians 13:4: "Love suffereth long,
and is kind; love envieth not; love vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5 doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not its own, is not provoked, taketh not account of evil; 6 rejoiceth not in unrighteousness, but rejoiceth with the truth;"
Yahweh has patiently endured the human creation, so I think we can certainly say that love suffers long with Yahweh and is kind, Yahweh gave His only begotten Son for mankind so we could recover ourselves from the clutches of the Adversary. As I said, I don't think Yahweh envies, especially when you read in the definition: "1. a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success, possessions, etc. 2. an object of such feeling 3. Obsolete. ill will." I can say that Yahweh doesn't vaunteth himself as much as He could do. Why if you took the average human being and got them to create a Universe: planets, star systems, life-beings, trees, flowers etc and you asked them to write a book, it would be nothing but what they have achieved. Yahweh doesn't do that. As a matter of fact, the creation story is limited to just one chapter. Yahweh Has a right to be arrogant, but He isn't. He scoops down to help the meek and poor, who have no other help. What about love is not provoked? I can think of many instances where Yahweh seems to be provoked. The NIV says "it does not boast, it is not proud." Pride is a strange one. We say we are proud of our kids, or proud of this or that, in that sense it can be a term that is used loosely. But believe me, if Yahweh were proud He wouldn't want anything to do with us. For "taketh not account of evil", the NIV says, takes no scores of wrongs. Through Yahshua the Messiah we can be judged righteous. And Yahweh certainly doesn't rejoice in unrighteousness as we read in Psalm 89:14 "Righteousness and justice are the foundation of thy throne: Lovingkindness and truth go before thy face.
So you see, your idea that Yahweh's righteousness is at lesser standard for Himself that it is for humans is erroneous. Yahweh adheres to His own Laws. However, He being the all-powerful Being that He is does judge, and it's that that you have a problem with. He wants all His people to be as loving and zealous as He is.