I want you to know that there are answers to these questions of yours.
I have spent a lifetime searching and paid a big price in many ways to do so.
First of all, you don't have to do what i did to find out.
All you have to do is change your perspective on some things and you will begin to find the answers for yourself.
The first perspective would be to stop asking someone else to give you answers.
If they could, there wouldn't be so many questions left unanswered.
The next thing to understand is that your whole life (everything that happens to you every moment of everyday), is evidence.
How could this be you say?
Simple, if we understand that our thoughts and emotions are nothing more than indicators of the direction our life is going, not who we are, we will begin to also see that changing the way we think and feel is possible.
Once this happens, a whole new world opens up.
There are rules to this game i call life that many are unaware of,one of them is used by Christians in a negative manner but it can be used in a positive way as well.
This rule is called cause and effect.
You reap what you sow.
This means that everything we say and do comes back to us.
We know it is true, many call it karma.
We experience it all the time, we don't always acknowledge it however.
If we began to recognize how our thoughts and emotions cause our life to happen we would strive to change them and therefore change our life.
Every negative thought and emotion is simply an indicator that we are not lined up with who we are and what we really want.
We can use these things to show us where we are going wrong and change.
Life is what it is because we are here to learn who we are and beyond that, begin to actually create our own lives, to be co -creators with our source.
There are other rules as well if learned will help us to begin to get to know who we are and why we are here.
One at a time.
Where is God in all of this?
Inside of you.
We are connected to God through our eternal soul, which is our actual creator.
God created our soul our soul created us.
Now before you go scrolling to another post looking for "more answers" thinking i am crazy, or that they are nice ideas but couldn't possibly be true, i assure you that everything i say can be worked out in a reasonable manner, no make believe.
Nothing but answers.
Ask me any question, i will debate whatever you like if you think it would help.
The way i see it is, if reason is rejected there is no place else to go, but if reason is used properly, answers can be found.
Intuition is the master but without the service of reason, intuition has no way of making sense.
So it is up to you, maybe i can convince you that you are your own answer, maybe not.