as i said before, in a public setting anyone can justify their beliefs in anything, right down to differing interpretations/versions of said beliefs.
this is why we have so many religions and denominations within. the question is, do you feel truly satisfied and accomplished within your beliefs?
not for anyone else to see or judge. but to yourself. do you honestly believe that your specific version is the actual truth? do you honestly feel a
sense of purpose, pride, achievement or satisfaction in submitting to, serving, praising, worshipping another being for all eternity? especially
when the very existence of this being is at best "unknown", "unseen" "imaginary" ???? what is it you are drawing a sense of satisfaction from in
your life??? slavery??? i just cant wrap my mind around this notion. it is hopeless, depressing and self deprecating? like a nasty case of stockholm syndrome.
terror. under your fictional belief your whole outlook on life is reduced to either submitting to an egomanical dictator's petty desires for eternity,
or refusing to submit,and suffering eternal torture at his/her/its "hands" for ALL ETERNITY. no end in sight. this is the ultimate definition
of torture. you cant even escape through death....it would be bad enough if this were actual truth, but the fact that its pure fiction and you
freely choose to believe this junk and dedicate your life to this invention of a belief is far worse...... sorry. but i pity you.