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Spiderman

Spiderman

Veteran Member
You wont see me posting much anymore...at least for a while. It isn't because I got arrested again or tried to commit suicide. I wont commit suicide again because it broke too many bones and almost left me in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. I'll die when God calls me and I hope it's soon. I'm ready today. Maybe the more I complain about it, the longer God will let me live.

I don't know what you people find so enjoyable about life, I just don't get why anyone would prefer living if they could comfortably be put out of their misery.

I'm currently living at a board and lodge wethouse where almost everyone drinks. It's filthy and the bed bugs are eating me up alive. I should show you a youtube of how I look like I have chicken pocks from these bed bug bites, all over my torso, up and down my legs and arms, my neck and head...

I just have too many other worries at this time to be visiting RF much. It's too bad...I was hoping I'd keep up my saint of the day and happy national holidays posts.

Maybe someday you will see the old me, but I have to be careful cuz I don't stay sober at this wethouse, and I know that posting while high got me banned before (For which I owe much gratitude to the staff for giving me another shot), so it's best I quit posting and wait for a time when I'm sober and in my right mind.

I just didn't want anyone to think that my dissapearance meant I jumped off another building or laid down in front of another oncoming train. Damn! I suck at suicide don't I?

Anyhow, I love you all, wish you well, and can see that most of you are happy enough to not want to be euthanized, so I'm very happy for you! You just might not be seeing much of me for about six to ten months or so. I only wanted to clarify that it wasn't because of another suicide attempt, jail, or hospitalization of some sort.

Pax Tecum! *hats off* to the staff!
 
beenherebeforeagain

beenherebeforeagain

Rogue Animist
Premium Member
Good to hear you are alive and kicking...please take care...and I echo everyone else's suggestion: get out of that place asap!

Wishing you all the best!

And that you come back to visit from time to time!
 
U

Unveiled Artist

Veteran Member
PopeADope said:
. I only wanted to clarify that it wasn't because of another suicide attempt, jail, or hospitalization of some sort.
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Thank gosh. We were worried. Everyone finds happiness in many ways. Some like to live a syklad life out in the middle of the forest in solitude. Others like to road trip across country but no destination nor home just travel.

Hope health and purpose finds you well. Even if it means, instead, doing the Cha Cha.
 
Laika

Laika

Well-Known Member
Premium Member
PopeADope said:
I just have too many other worries at this time to be visiting RF much. It's too bad...I was hoping I'd keep up my saint of the day and happy national holidays posts.
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Go and sort those things out mate and take good care of yourself. Offline life matters more and is much more important, rewarding and meaningful than anything online could ever be. That's especially true when you feel suicidal and depressed and need to be in contact with the world and doing thing so you don't have stuff swimming around in your head. We'll still be here when you're ready and you've got yourself the life you want to live and know you are happy to keep on living it. :)
 
Tmac

Tmac

Active Member
PopeADope said:
You wont see me posting much anymore...at least for a while. It isn't because I got arrested again or tried to commit suicide. I wont commit suicide again because it broke too many bones and almost left me in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. I'll die when God calls me and I hope it's soon. I'm ready today. Maybe the more I complain about it, the longer God will let me live.

I don't know what you people find so enjoyable about life, I just don't get why anyone would prefer living if they could comfortably be put out of their misery.

I'm currently living at a board and lodge wethouse where almost everyone drinks. It's filthy and the bed bugs are eating me up alive. I should show you a youtube of how I look like I have chicken pocks from these bed bug bites, all over my torso, up and down my legs and arms, my neck and head...

I just have too many other worries at this time to be visiting RF much. It's too bad...I was hoping I'd keep up my saint of the day and happy national holidays posts.

Maybe someday you will see the old me, but I have to be careful cuz I don't stay sober at this wethouse, and I know that posting while high got me banned before (For which I owe much gratitude to the staff for giving me another shot), so it's best I quit posting and wait for a time when I'm sober and in my right mind.

I just didn't want anyone to think that my dissapearance meant I jumped off another building or laid down in front of another oncoming train. Damn! I suck at suicide don't I?

Anyhow, I love you all, wish you well, and can see that most of you are happy enough to not want to be euthanized, so I'm very happy for you! You just might not be seeing much of me for about six to ten months or so. I only wanted to clarify that it wasn't because of another suicide attempt, jail, or hospitalization of some sort.

Pax Tecum! *hats off* to the staff!
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Look man, if you ever need to kick it, send me a kite, even if you just want to howl at the moon, I'll be there. You sound pretty grown-up if you ask me.
 
David1967

David1967

Well-Known Member
Premium Member
Good to hear from you and I hope things get better for you. I have to echo frank here. Isnt there somewhere else you can go?
 
Nakosis

Nakosis

Non-Binary Physicalist
Premium Member
PopeADope said:
I don't know what you people find so enjoyable about life, I just don't get why anyone would prefer living if they could comfortably be put out of their misery.
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I'm glad you are otherwise ok, I hope things get better for you.

I also wonder why I'm generally happy with things. I watch the news, my physical and financial conditions suck. Kids, while I love them seem to be in a state of constant crisis that requires more sacrifices from me.

They're going to destroy the nerves in my back so I won't feel pain there anymore. I'm thinking wouldn't it be great it they could just destroy all of the pain nerves. No more pain, whatsoever. Of course they won't do that. Insurance would never cover the cost.

I don't know, I always seem to find a way to improve my lot in life. One small step at a time. Sometimes it feels a real struggle to keep to going though. There's always something that comes up often at the very last moment it seems of my ability to bear it all that makes the struggle worth it.

I don't know if it's luck or attitude of if that's just the way life is. You struggle, you feel a moment of fulfillment, then it's on to the next struggle.

I suppose it's repeated often enough that I expect that overcoming and feeling of achievement to be there at the end of each struggle even though I try to caution myself there's no guarantees in life. That bit of hope still keeps me going I think.
 
sun rise

sun rise

The world is on fire
Premium Member
I'm glad to hear from you. I hope and pray you find a better place to live.
 
Milton Platt

Milton Platt

Well-Known Member
PopeADope said:
You wont see me posting much anymore...at least for a while. It isn't because I got arrested again or tried to commit suicide. I wont commit suicide again because it broke too many bones and almost left me in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. I'll die when God calls me and I hope it's soon. I'm ready today. Maybe the more I complain about it, the longer God will let me live.

I don't know what you people find so enjoyable about life, I just don't get why anyone would prefer living if they could comfortably be put out of their misery.

I'm currently living at a board and lodge wethouse where almost everyone drinks. It's filthy and the bed bugs are eating me up alive. I should show you a youtube of how I look like I have chicken pocks from these bed bug bites, all over my torso, up and down my legs and arms, my neck and head...

I just have too many other worries at this time to be visiting RF much. It's too bad...I was hoping I'd keep up my saint of the day and happy national holidays posts.

Maybe someday you will see the old me, but I have to be careful cuz I don't stay sober at this wethouse, and I know that posting while high got me banned before (For which I owe much gratitude to the staff for giving me another shot), so it's best I quit posting and wait for a time when I'm sober and in my right mind.

I just didn't want anyone to think that my dissapearance meant I jumped off another building or laid down in front of another oncoming train. Damn! I suck at suicide don't I?

Anyhow, I love you all, wish you well, and can see that most of you are happy enough to not want to be euthanized, so I'm very happy for you! You just might not be seeing much of me for about six to ten months or so. I only wanted to clarify that it wasn't because of another suicide attempt, jail, or hospitalization of some sort.

Pax Tecum! *hats off* to the staff!
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Sorry to see you sign off. I busted your chops over several of your posts, but never thought ill of you. It's all about the ideas and arguments here. Sounds like you are not in a good place either mentally or physically. I sincerely hope your life improves and I look forward to your return.
 
osgart

osgart

Nothing my eye, Something for sure
wait RF isn't real life. I have been deceived.

this life is a one time only deal pope, might as well make it worthwhile. I have excruciating pain everyday, and I still find things that live in it. you can too.
 
ADigitalArtist

ADigitalArtist

Veteran Member
Staff member
Premium Member
It's good to hear from you again Pope. I wish it were under better circumstances. I hope you're able to find some stability and peace in this life, and soon.
 
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