non-belief leads to a grave....a dead end...literally
that your scenario?
I have belief, faith even. But not in God as he is traditionally depicted. That language no longer works. It was beautiful and did a lot of good but there is no point in hanging on to it now that it is discredited.
The fact is that all the stories about the One God of the Bible no longer impress us. They are no longer able to drive us in the right direction as they once did because the worldview they are based on is now too far from us. In a way these stories succeeded so well that they transformed us into a new humanity. They really saved us and uplifted us. But in the process they became obsolete. We have to face this honestly and move on.
What the Bible taught us is still alive. We just have to reformulate it in another way and that is indeed what I am trying to do.
The basis of the Biblical message is man's sinful nature, i.e. the reason why he needs to be saved from the anger of a righteous God. This idea is fundamentally sound. We need to hear that we are worthless scumbags. Otherwise our sucesses (i.e. "the mercy of God") inevitably turns our minds to hubris. There is no way out. Our big problem is that we are no longer impressed by the word "sin". Even the most apparently devout Christian today is not really impressed. I am talking from experience. Therefore we need to reformulate the idea of sin in some kind of wording that does impress us.
This is what I am trying to do when I say that we all masturbate. Religion is masturbation but there are many other things which are too and often with far worse side effects than those of religion (think of Communism, Nazismn Jihadism). "We are all jerking off" is, I think, the best possible translation of "we are all sinners".