These days I thought I was going to continue reciting Hindu mantras, but the gods left me confused if they want to be with me or not. And I've got signs twice from god Jupiter/Zeus/Eagle to recite daimoku to fulfill my wishes, which was surprising.
So a few times I've tried putting up an altar with a printed Gohonzon and reciting a few rounds, but I just got tired of it. It's not like other mantras which cause a relaxing effect. I got tired because it was most of the time just like repeating any other phrase! I've only noticed a few random effects sometimes, like falling in a trance and having a vision of a guy connecting and disconnecting machines (changing my attachments perhaps?) and twice I had a little relief of my chronic neck pain. I also had a dream one night with a group of strange humanoid beings of different heights in my room, telling they wanted to help me.
Is some sort of initiation necessary for the Namu/Nam Myoho Renge Kyo to have a full effect? I've been told I had to go to SGI and "receive Gohonzon". But I'd rather prefer not to belong to any religious group, church or cult. Besides now I'm unemployed, just doing some freelance work once in a while so I can't afford donations or tithes.
So a few times I've tried putting up an altar with a printed Gohonzon and reciting a few rounds, but I just got tired of it. It's not like other mantras which cause a relaxing effect. I got tired because it was most of the time just like repeating any other phrase! I've only noticed a few random effects sometimes, like falling in a trance and having a vision of a guy connecting and disconnecting machines (changing my attachments perhaps?) and twice I had a little relief of my chronic neck pain. I also had a dream one night with a group of strange humanoid beings of different heights in my room, telling they wanted to help me.
Is some sort of initiation necessary for the Namu/Nam Myoho Renge Kyo to have a full effect? I've been told I had to go to SGI and "receive Gohonzon". But I'd rather prefer not to belong to any religious group, church or cult. Besides now I'm unemployed, just doing some freelance work once in a while so I can't afford donations or tithes.