I know this question was asked of Martin, but I will answer for myself since you are curious about this question. Over 30 years ago I first experienced the Infinite in a moment of timelessness, experiencing what I find expressed well in the words of the Apostle Paul,Martin, what is the difference in your life now, as compare to before you experienced all this ?
"For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known."
In that "moment" I saw beyond the world I was darkly embedded within into that which is Infinite Light. Following this a few days later All that IS opened to me through all thing, and through me to all things, from the depths of who we all are beyond comprehension. Truly the words "Rivers of Living Water", is indeed an apt description. Radiant Light, Life, Love emanating from all that is. Every molecule of air, every blade of grass, every face of every human, and yet I could see into their eyes the world inside their heads in which they imagined themselves to live, isolating and separating themselves from that which was themselves, unaware, unobservant of what is in every moment before us. The fullness of the Godhead, Spirit.
All that happened spontaneously when I was 18, prior to any religious training or membership whatsoever. My life was so deeply affected that that had been the core of my very mind and body for following 30 years of my life trying to apprehend this yet again, to know this, to unite with this in myself, following the path of religious instruction to "find it" again. That knowledge was the core of who I became and could not be shaken, constantly pulling me towards itself.
At this point now, through personal meditation practice I expose the Infinite daily, as Paul again says, "I die daily". It is a process of student and Teacher to "overcome the world", in that to learn to allow that Light to be known and living in us, as us, in all we do. The effects are to say the very least possible, transforming. I would have to fill pages to speak of that. To say it in the simplest terms: aware. Centered, grounded, unshaken, peaceable, compassion, mindful, faithful, connected, aware of what is in each moment, seeing that subtle light in any and all moments, knowing that presence of the Infinite. It is a process of growth from that Source from which all is, seeing beyond the veil of our flesh to that which is eternally Now, in the world, in us, into that Light of all Becoming. It is to become who we truly are.
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