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So, I have been wondering what practice does to a person. It obviously changes a person one way or another. Let us look at it. We sit still. We let thoughts go in and go out. We do not chase the thoughts. We do not follow the thoughts. We concentrate and seek the stillness. What does that do to the mind. Well, it seems to me (and I invite anyone to speak out about what they believe) the process of meditation, when performed correctly, is the separation of consciousness from thoughts. The monologue in our heads has become our identity. Meditation separates the mind from the thoughts. We believe we are a separate person through our identifying with these thoughts. And as we know nothing arises by itself.
So, yes, we identify with our thoughts. Practice of meditation helps us separate ourselves from this monologue we believe us to be. Thru self observation, we can see the speed of our emotions and then the mind's thoughts arise to back up the emotions. Practice lets us not identify with these thoughts. They come and they go. We do not become swayed by them. Our continued practice makes us aware of our actions and their intent. We begin to know where we left our sandal by the door. Was it on the left or the right. Was the umbrella standing or put away. We become less like the monkey mind and more like the man who walks upright. Our actions and intent become center.
When the separation of mind and thoughts is complete, it comes thru grace that we see the truth of our true nature. It can be a question or a sound or an action that kicks us across the line. We enter the stream. Each time we enter, it is a different stream because it isn't static. It is alive and incredible. But, the saying still applies. Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood , carry water. It is like no know we have a foot. Then we become aware of that foot and there is so much more we can do with the foot. This isn't something we do not have already. Just unaware.
What is left after we break from self that is not self. When we realize that we are not this. We are not our thoughts. Emptiness is us. It fills the universe. All that we see and feel are things that are brought in front of this emptiness that we are. When we keep clear all defilements, we are left clean.
Okay, this is all conjecture until one actually frees themselves. I hope someone can say I am wrong and it is total BS. Then I can learn to become who or what I am from them. Thank you for reading.
So, yes, we identify with our thoughts. Practice of meditation helps us separate ourselves from this monologue we believe us to be. Thru self observation, we can see the speed of our emotions and then the mind's thoughts arise to back up the emotions. Practice lets us not identify with these thoughts. They come and they go. We do not become swayed by them. Our continued practice makes us aware of our actions and their intent. We begin to know where we left our sandal by the door. Was it on the left or the right. Was the umbrella standing or put away. We become less like the monkey mind and more like the man who walks upright. Our actions and intent become center.
When the separation of mind and thoughts is complete, it comes thru grace that we see the truth of our true nature. It can be a question or a sound or an action that kicks us across the line. We enter the stream. Each time we enter, it is a different stream because it isn't static. It is alive and incredible. But, the saying still applies. Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood , carry water. It is like no know we have a foot. Then we become aware of that foot and there is so much more we can do with the foot. This isn't something we do not have already. Just unaware.
What is left after we break from self that is not self. When we realize that we are not this. We are not our thoughts. Emptiness is us. It fills the universe. All that we see and feel are things that are brought in front of this emptiness that we are. When we keep clear all defilements, we are left clean.
Okay, this is all conjecture until one actually frees themselves. I hope someone can say I am wrong and it is total BS. Then I can learn to become who or what I am from them. Thank you for reading.