My relationship with the keeper of my Akashik Records has never been a smooth one from the start & has deteriorated rather dramatically.
He stays out of my road & I have told him I will kill him if he ever tries to cross me again,basically.
I really do not care for his company,he is everything I hate.Sometimes I feel that I am missing out,other times I am sure I am not.he is mostly useless,sometimes worse than useless.
Should I kill him to see what happens?or should I try to approach him in love(again-I've tried to suck up to him,he has proven to be watertight so far)
Any advice or perspective would be greatly appreciated.Does anyone have a decent relationship with the Keeper?
A relationship implies duality, and perhaps the 'keeper of the akashic records' is not separate from what and who one really is.
Trust you will enjoy this Taoist piece "Knowledge rambling in the North".
Knowledge had rambled northwards to the region of the Dark Water, where he ascended the height of Imperceptible Slope, when it happened that he met with Dumb Inaction.
Knowledge addressed him, saying, 'I wish to ask you some questions:-- By what process of thought and anxious consideration do we get to know the Tao? Where should we dwell and what should we do to find our rest in the Tao? From what point should we start and what path should we pursue to make the Tâo our own?'
He asked these three questions, but Dumb Inaction gave him no reply. Not only did he not answer, but he did not know how to answer.
Knowledge, disappointed by the fruitlessness of his questions, returned to the south of the Bright Water, and ascended the height of the End of Doubt, where he saw Heedless Blurter, to whom he put the same questions, and who replied, 'Ah! I know, and will tell you.' But while he was about to speak, he forgot what he wanted to say.
Knowledge, (again) receiving no answer to his questions, returned to the palace of the Tî, where he saw Hwang-Tî (Yellow Emperor), and put the questions to him. Hwang-Tî said, 'To exercise no thought and no anxious consideration is the first step towards knowing the Tâo; to dwell nowhere and do nothing is the first step towards resting in the Tâo; to start from nowhere and pursue no path is the first step towards making the Tâo your own.'
Knowledge then asked Hwang-Tî, saying, 'I and you know this; those two did not know it; which of us is right?'
The Yellow Emperor's reply was, 'Dumb Inaction is truly right; Heedless Blurter has an appearance of being so; I and you are not near being so. (As it is said), "Those who know (the Tao) do not speak of it; those who speak of it do not know it;" and "Hence the sage conveys his instructions without the use of speech."
The Writings of Chuang Tzu :: Book XXII, Part II, Section XV