I feel like this is a silly thing to ask out of the vast complexity of Hindu philosophy but I had just killed a few spiders with spider-killing spray that were by my doorway. I'm honestly terrified of spiders. One of them I could've gotten with a jar and moved but the rest would've been very difficult. I needed them gone. Even the one I could've gotten with a jar I sprayed.
The same goes for bugs in the house, even if I'm not afraid of them, I generally kill them because it's just a simpler way to do it than going through the trouble of trying to trap a house fly, or a cricket, or a gnat (that'd be nearly impossible) and save it.
I feel like I may be excused because this is just nature, this is just how it happens. One animal was in the den of another animal and that other animal felt uncomfortable with its presence and took care of it in the most convenient way.
I guess what I'm asking is - is this kind of thinking going to get in the way of enlightenment or moksha? does it affect my karma?
The same goes for bugs in the house, even if I'm not afraid of them, I generally kill them because it's just a simpler way to do it than going through the trouble of trying to trap a house fly, or a cricket, or a gnat (that'd be nearly impossible) and save it.
I feel like I may be excused because this is just nature, this is just how it happens. One animal was in the den of another animal and that other animal felt uncomfortable with its presence and took care of it in the most convenient way.
I guess what I'm asking is - is this kind of thinking going to get in the way of enlightenment or moksha? does it affect my karma?