What will happen to self or 'self' (which is a superstition) will happen, why worry about it? Que Sera Sera.
Even if annihilation of identity is the way of the world, then let it happen. One cannot live for ever.
it's scary that i can't remember exactly how i used to feel and i will never know what i will feel
they feel like strangers
i only know how i feel now
constantly destroying and creating