ok I hope what I am about to say doesn't put off the Korean here posting because I am an outsider, white, english, a Canadian from Montreal, and my initial flirtation with the nature of kundalini was first introduced to me through a young girl I had met involved in reiki. She had told me about this and it really entranced me.. her being so pretty and me being a teenager this is easy to understand.. but more than this she was a schizophrenic, and I had been friends with these kinds of people because I was hospitalized as a depressed individual, with problems in school and whatever.. at the time I had been familiar with Anton LaVey and his writings on Satanism. So, I had developed a propensity to be a) atheist (ever since I could think) and b) interested in magic and the occult. It is a particular world-view uncommon in pagan circles. AKA, I was not at all a spiritual person, but I was looking for things that were authentic. As a kid I loved Unsolved Mysteries. and X Files, and Whitley Strieber novels. I loved 'the other-side', the threshold.. I wanted to reach the other-side, when I thought of stuff like big-foot, loc ness monster, aliens, whatever.. 'Lovecraftian' ideas of the other side, the un-location of chaos, when I thought of things from that world, the unknown, coming into our's, it was a feeling, a seeking, that frankly... as a child of the 1990s, I had become addicted to this.
this is my youtube channel where I tell my story
TrollOvGrimness - YouTube (I cant post URLs yet)
Please, give it a listen, these are my musings on korean shamanism
I would greatly appreciate feedback especially from Koreans .
here's an interesting video relating to korean superstitions uploaded by a pair of koreans living in korea... this is superstition according to them.. and I think it is a viewpoint I have some affinity and kinship for .. BEANIEHEAD EP1-Korean Superstitions - YouTube
Now,
I'm going to go over my background very quickly for purposes of reading here..
but I would appreciate being heard on my deeper introspection on this.
a summary is basically this...
So I had heard about reiki from this girl. this was back in the early 2000s.. like 2002 or 2003.. and what had happened was I became interested in this and looked it up online. the way she described it, combined with her mental state.. this is hard to explain but she delivered something more than convincing. ok? now, I had learned that (especially at this time) this would cost a good deal of money to do. 'attunement' costed like $250, and I would have to go back for more 'training' and whatever.. I didn't just want some therapeutic touch treatment, I wanted the whole kit, I wanted to be the reiki practitioner, not just get a 'massage'. but this is the thing and the focus of my point I am getting to is this. when I had looked up Dr. Usui online, and where reiki came from, it was said that he initiated spontaneously. I figured.. I could do this myself, and had conversed with Satanists online who were familiar with the occult and this kind of thing, and were able to confirm this to me that yes, the world is a bigger place than just reiki afterall, and it seemed there were other people who had done this. So that is exactly what I did, I tried to initiate myself, and amazingly it worked. it triggered a dramatic kundalini awakening, and a psychosis and was sent to emergency by my parents after some days without any sleep.
This is exactly what korean shamanism is like
i had learned of this some years later just recently
and when i began to read about it realized that korean shamans initiate through a sacrifice of 'ki', and this 'always' triggers a psychotic episode, a kundalini emergency/awakening. this is psychological fact, there is tons of documented cases of this, and my secular viewpoints, my interest in the paranormal, and my skepticism, came to a dramatic head : i found the real mccoy
this was it. and it was reiki (at the time). but as for my own experience, the way I had initiated myself, really perfectly matches much closer to korean shamanism. I would make the assertion that reiki *really* needs to be understood from the lens of a Japanese person, and not a North American or otherwise western individual. the japanese like the koreans believe in a world inhabited by spirits.. for the japanese it is kami, and is through revering kami that Shintoists receive blessings .
references,
KOREAN SHAMANISM -MUISM by Dr. Kim Tae-kon & Dr. Chang Soo-kyung
KUT : HAPPINESS THROUGH RECIPROCITY by Hyun-key Kim Hogarth
SHAMANISM IN KOREAN CHRISTIANITY by Jang Nam Hyuck
THE SACRED & THE PROFANE by Mircea Eliade
THE SATANIC BIBLE by Anton Szandor LaVey (there is something of interest here to shamanism and reiki)
I have read these books and I would say that my experience and korean shamanism gels with me
It has been amazing coming across this, as the field of misfortune, without the new age hipsterism and puffing up reiki gets
reiki is all roses
but korean shamanism shows those roses have thorns
korean shamanism delves far deeper, and more sincerely and honestly into the occult and spiritism, and kundalini, than reiki and yoga
I have been BLESSED to learn of korean shamanism,
the SINCERITY has deeply relieved me. that I -am- ok.