I really think we're talking about the same thing here, I just want to make sure that particularity isn't lost in your zeal for singularity. Remember that the Trinity -- even though it represents a single God, is still comprised of Persons who retain particularity.
I don't see it as a zeal for singularity. It is a desire to fully awaken and grow from there.
But yes, I have been saying I retain my individuality. I see it as the same as Jesus did. It is to awaken to our true Self, which is God awakened fully in our individuality. And that Trinity, is as much in us as it was in Jesus. I think the idea of "persons" in the Trinity is a bit misleading if one imagines objects, such as beings as we imagine people. The Trinity is a tad bit beyond that sort of imagining.
Now you're talking my language, sir!
Excellent. This shows I'm not too unclear then.
I want to be careful here, because you'r making this sound very humanistic -- that is, that our enlightenment, or salvation if you will, is all about our work of "learning to see."
I'm not sure what humanism has to do with this? I see there is a "cooperation", if you will between grace and us. But I have to be careful in terms like this to make it sound like some sort of fully external Source of that Grace. I just sighed, trying to think how to put this into words.
We make an effort, but that effort is to make no effort. The work, is to learn ourselves enough to know how to get out of the way with our normal, egoic seeks mind, which looks to gain for the ego self. "I'm insecure, so I seek God to make me not insecure", as an example of seeking for the ego self's needs. What we need to seek is to lay down all that seeking like that, and seek solely for God, for God's sake. We are seeking to open into what we are not yet, which is found in God.
This is perhaps the first thing I learned on my path, and it is always something that is like the width of a hair that we land on either the side of self-seeking, or the side of seeking to be no more, to die as it were, and to allow God into our mind, heart, body, and soul. It is in dwelling in this illumination that who we truly are begins to be revealed. We move beyond the ego, into who we are in God. We awaken to our true Identity. And everything I am saying here is something I'm describing from own experiences with this on a daily basis. Truly it is exactly as Paul said, "And we all, who with unveiled faces contemplate the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his image with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit."
So it is our effort, but it nothing we can attain, seize, grasp, or posses as what we doing in our normal seekings. It is leaving behind the small 'I' and finding the true I. We are "learning to see", but it is by learning not to look.
It came to me in meditation one day not long ago, "Quit looking. Start being". That's what awakening is.
But that's not what Xy teaches. Xy teaches that salvation is the work of God. I think we need to be very careful that the process of enlightenment is that of God Within (characterized by the avatar of Jesus) and not of our own ego.
Yes, if someone is seeking God or the things of God driven by ego, it is to seek power for a weak ego, not the healing it needs. This is the source of things like those seeking black magic. It is driven by a broken ego seeking power instead of healing.
I find that anytime the ego gets in there, God isn't.
What I mean by that is quite simple. If our eyes are on our ego self, they aren't looking to God. It's not that God withdraws, but that we withdraw. The very second we turn our eyes around, God is overwhelmingly present. Every time.
edit: All of this to push the point that it is NOT Mary who brings salvation, because Mary doesn't personify salvation (by bridging humanity/Divinity). That's Jesus' job.
I would say that Mary could serve for someone as an archetype. The salvation is us awakening to our relationship to God. That can come through any thing, or anyone who inspires what is within to awaken. A bird singing, can bring me to God.