I'm a bit of a purist in that I don't use candles, incense or music etc. I like my meditation straight up, as it were.
This brings up an interesting point for people new to meditation. There are "purists" as you call this which prefer sitting in a corner and staring at a blank wall, as one example in the Zen approach. In reality this is actually a style that is more appealing to those with more predominantly masculine traits. Zen for instance is predominantly male-oriented and this approach is very effective.
But there are other approaches that are equally effective that appeal more to those with more "feminine" traits, the more emotional, compassionate feeling center of gravity. Those approaches typically involve more movement, dance, chant, or visualizations of deity forms and so forth. In the Tantric approach which I fit into much more neatly, for instance you move into a state of pure compassion and visualize pure Emptiness. This moves one into the condition of the nondual. It's the marriage of Shiva and Shakti. It engages the energies of the body and mind, and in my practice there is typically a lot of spontaneous movement of my arms and hands in various gestures; opening, receiving, offering, controlling, centering, grounding, expanding, etc. The body becomes and extension of what is being opened to and experienced in the mind, soul, and body. In this sense, as I have slightly more predominantly feminine characteristics (artistic, poetic, feeling, emotional, as opposed to controlling, power-centered, protective masculine traits), this brings me into the moment greater than the more masculines approach which may resemble more a sort of brute force.
So the point is, I think it's better not to understand one approach as "pure" versus the other. I know that newbies to meditation often worry, "Am I doing it wrong?" The answer is quite simple. There are many different approaches that work equally as effective for the practitioners, depending on who they are and many other surrounding factors. If the technique you are using isn't working, then try something else. The only "wrong" way is the way that doesn't work for you. It's a temptation in traditions to consider their way as correct, and that if someone trying it isn't getting results, they aren't doing it right, that the problem lies with them, not with the technique. This is a mistake where the traditions fail to recognize the differences in people. They make assumptions what works well for many, which it does, will work for everyone, which it won't.
In other words, try different things, be open, but do try to stick with something long enough to work with yourself. There can in fact be jumping around in an avoidance to take note of. As one example, someone I talked with not long ago was telling me how he has been practicing a Buddhist meditation approach for 8 years now. I asked him if he has ever had any subtle-state experiences, such as the light you described, and he said he has never experienced
anything, not in the sense of Emptiness as No-thing'ness, but nothing in the sense of no results! Now here is a clear case that it's not working for him and he should try something else! That's sad to me actually one would continue for 8 solid years with something that isn't working for them. It's so simple to try something else.
It's not that you stop thoughts, they are still whirling around, you just move outside of them and into a calm zone. Consciousness is much more flexible than most imagine.
This is a good point. I describe it that the level of engagement with the thoughts is what becomes relaxed and/or released. Thoughts don't suddenly go blank and you are staring off mindlessly into space as if struck on the head with a steel rod. Rather thoughts become undistracting, floating by like objects, like clouds in the sky you calmly observe. The brain produces thoughts, just like the body produces a pulse. The difference is where you are in awareness shifts out of being in the center of those. And that's what you mean by consciousness being more flexible than most imagine. Most people identify with the thoughts. They ARE the thoughts. It's a stunning realization after the fact when you realize you are not your thoughts, that they are a part of you like the body is.
I'll add one point to this that there are states in deeper meditation where those thoughts become very distant, like a cloudless sky. It is really more a case of what I would call
absorption in Stillness. A wisp of a thought may arise briefly, but you are sitting as the center of the universe, and the thought sounds more like the gentle noise of an infant in the other room as you are at One with everything that arises. There is no judgment of anything, and you love your own mind as you love all minds and hearts everywhere. It's hard to put this into words, but I like "free from all judgment" to describe it. It is a state of just simply Pure Being. It is control, compassion, non-judgment, just seeing free of all valuations. I struggle for words.
I normally only meditate for about 20 minutes with a 5 minute buffer on either side of the meditation for liftoff and re-entry.
I like these metaphors of liftoff and re-entry.
The terms I use are the "pure" terms in ritual language of raising the energy and grounding. For those unfamiliar with this common practice in all ritual forms, which meditation falls into, all ritual breaks out into these five main stages in this order:
- Closing the circle
- Raising the energy
- Doing the work
- Grounding the energy
- Opening the circle
So in all meditation practices, individually or in a group, it follows this order above and looks like this:
- Create the meditation space, pull out pillow, light candles, sit in position (this creates mental intention towards the practice)
- Practice breathing techniques, chanting mantras, begin visualization, enter into meditative states of consciousness
- Explore the inner territory, settle into the energy, open to the light, etc. You are doing the work of moving beyond the ego-self identification, realizing insights, and so forth
- Take the energy that was raised and the insights in the work and bring them back into the body, grounding them and taking the work that was done and bring it into the present waking state of consciousness
- Open the space by rising from meditation, putting away the symbols of your practice, your mat, raise the dimmed lights, etc. This takes the practice as whole with you as you re-enter the world.
I will add something important to understand. If you skip steps 4 and 5, this is not good to do. The results of failing to ground properly will leave you disjointed, disconnected. You will feel jittery,
scattered, nervous, anxious, and so forth. These are all indications you failed to ground properly.
From my perspective, meditation is no longer essential, but it is always enjoyable. One thing I have taken out of the realm of meditation is that when I am around my packs of roving deer I will expand my awareness and reach out to them. They seem to respond, but that could be my imagination.
I know what you are referring to. There are times I wouldn't be surprised to see deer and bunnies all gathering around me as birds land on my arms like a statue of St. Francis in the garden.