What do you suppose is the majority of motives for becoming a member here and participating in discussions?
I personally have been influenced and learned by the different view points from other members. I have to re-question and transform my understanding of reality.
Thank you for sharing.
Let’s be honest, I am very honest.
I came here on the rebound after having been told I was being put “on leave” on another forum I have been posting on for about four years because I dared to post something that shed a positive light on my religion. I was a very active member there, probably the most active member and the one who kept their stats up. But my Baha’i Faith beliefs were not always that welcome, that which is a gross understatement.
They call it a religious forum but it is really an atheist forum with a paltry number of believers who are scared to death to talk about their beliefs lest they get accused of proselytizing, just for sharing what they believe. I always had to watch my Ps and Qs, because of the forum owner and the moderators are nonbelievers and do not like my beliefs... It was okay if Christians or Buddhists shared their beliefs but there was a double standard for Baha’is. It was mostly me sharing my beliefs because no other Baha’is were about to put up with such treatment.
Anyhow, I had a lot of friends there and they were mostly nonbelievers and a couple of Christians, but when I was told I was on leave (which really means banned from posting for an indeterminate amount of time) for doing nothing against the forum rules I decided that was it for me. I sent private messages to all the posters I had pending posts from (about 35 posts in one day in my e-mail notification). Only three people responded to me, my good skeptic friend, my good Christian friend, and an atheist I do not know that well. The others who I had considered close friends did not respond to my private messages so they chose their side.
The first night after this happened I could not sleep and I cried (I never cry except when a cat dies) because I felt so betrayed. The owner and moderator I posted to a lot had been very nice to me but apparently they did not really like me, they just pretended to like me or maybe they just tolerated me because they did not want others to think they were being unfair to me. At the end of the day I will never know what they thought or think now. It was just easier to make a clean break. I did not deserve to be treated that way. It was unjust. I never cared that they criticized my beliefs, even attacked them, but I cannot tolerate phoniness and injustice.
I guess it was the next day I reluctantly decided to look for another forum. I poked around and I could not find one but I finally decided to get a handle and a password for this forum.
I am still hurting from that other forum experience and I do not expect to recover from it overnight. People can be so cruel and insensitive. However, this forum is like a breath of fresh air!
After being cordoned off with a bunch of closed-minded people for all those years I now see that there is a whole new world out there! Just because someone decided to drop out of Christianity does not mean they have to stop believing in God, not that people have to believe in God. I never thought or said that to anyone as I believe everyone has to make their own way in life, and according to my religion, the faith of no man can be conditioned by anyone except himself.
I still have not figured out how to get around on this forum or how to post a new thread but I am not in a big hurry. I am hoping to make some new friends here because all my friends have been on forums since I do not socialize in person because i do not like cocktail party conversation, I do not like going out in the car, and also I am an introvert. Moreover, I do not share the values of most people in American society because I do not enjoy the “things” of the material world. I find them rather boring. I do not like talking about politics either but I like psychology and I have an advanced degree in it.
I was not raised in any religion and knew nothing about Christianity until I came to forums about five years ago. I had never even read one Bible verse. I only recently (last five years) became interested in religion even though I have been a Baha’i for 47 years, a long story. So I am just making my way, trying to learn things about my own religion I never learned, but also learning about other religions and other beliefs and non-beliefs. Given psychology is my other hat, people and their beliefs fascinate me.