Phasmid, I know what you mean. As a Christian, I always had the feeling I was being watched, by angels, or God, or Satan. I always had to act as though I were not alone, even when I was. I took it literally that God sees everything, every bird that falls, every drop of rain or blade of grass. I was convinced that angels walk among us and that we are constantly surrounded by devils trying to make us sin. I even found myself at times telling whoever might be in the bathroom with me to turn around while I do my business. Perhaps it's because I'm such a private person that made me dwell on it so much, countless multitudes of spirits all violating my privacy, watching my every move. How can everyone else cope with this so well? If they really believe it, if they take it all literally, how do they even function in everyday life? It's enough to make a person go insane, but I digress. You do always have to watch yourself as a Christian. You become judgemental of your every thought and deed. You become your own worst critic and live with a cloud of guilt hanging over you everywhere you go.