Agree. I still don't know what label I can use to describe myself. I'm not a pure atheist. If naturalistic pantheism is a misnomer and a false identifier, then I can't be that either. So I'm out of options. I can't say I'm a Spinoza-ist since I'm not quite 100% sure I know what exactly he believed, even though he's probably the closest. I'm also a favorite of Heraclitus pantheism, but from a metaphorical standpoint. Hence, I rather call myself a fool of reality now. Whichever way I turn, there's always some roadblock not making it possible to make my own views fit.
I think this is the problem we run into in trying to fit the new wine of evolving views into the old wineskins of the past.
There was a point I was trying to make in pointing out this dilemma I'll touch on here. I consider it a very good sign that we can't fit them into neat categories.
And? Do you think it's wrong to find a label or create a label that perhaps fits better than the old ones? Are we forced to only accept the labels as they were 100 years ago and not create new ones to help us find something that perhaps describe what we are? Atheism doesn't fit me anymore. Pantheism is the closest I have. But I don't believe the universe is a person, being that talks and thinks and answer my prayers, so ... I'm out of options if naturalistic pantheism has to be scratched.
Whatever labels I apply to myself tend to be really fluid. It all depends on which of many multiple-perspectives I am approaching the question with at the moment. I'm an atheist, a pantheist, a panentheist, a theist, a mystic, a rationalist, etc. The problem is in assuming we have to hold one point of view on what really demands many. I see truths in all of them.
As you know many years ago I was on this Holy Grail quest to find a way to reconcile faith and reason. I did in fact find that "grail", but it wasn't in reconciling them, but in transcending them into something else. I sometimes like to refer to myself as a transtheist, transatheist, transrationalist, etc. It's taking a certain metaview of the both of those as part of the whole. Those questions are not a matter of "either-or", but "both-and".
Sorry, but that hurts. I don't consider naturalistic pantheism to be a "dumbed down" version at all.
I don't think I said naturalism is dumbed down pantheism. I was objecting to the removal of the mystical, the mystery that "theism" in pantheism points to by saying in essence the God in pantheism is nothing more that the machine of a mechanical universe. I say that's "dumbing down" because it reduces Mystery in a "quantifiable thing", a collection of objects that removes the subject. I don't thnk you think that way yourself.
I guess I can't call myself a pantheist at all then.
I don't think pantheism speaks of God as a "person", a "being that talks and thinks and answer my prayers". I don't think any traditional pantheist believes that!
Personally, I think the struggle is how to redefine God from traditional theism, the "guy in the sky" image of the Divine. Myself, I certainly accept the Divine is the Ground of all that is, including the atom, the molecule, the cell, the body, the person, all manifest creation. But that does not translate into a non-divine sum-total of all matter. Not at all. The immanent nature of the divine, is connected to in the subject of our own being, and the reason we do connect is because that divine is the nature of our own selves!
The materialist version of pantheism seems to remove the subject and turn it into a scientific statement about the nature of reality, namely it's all one "substance". It turns it into an objective "it", and excludes the "I". To me, pantheism is about a subjective connection with the divine in the world, through the divine in ourselves. It connects what is within with what is without, and what is without with what is within. This is very different than "sexed-up atheism". It's not atheism at all, actually. It's a type of theism, specifically related in how one relates to to the Divine Ground as experience immanently within the world, versus "up there" or outside of themselves.
I hope the last part clarifies my thoughts about it better. At least it does to me.
For me personally, as I said above about holding multiple-perspectives, I see value and legitimacy, not only in pantheism as I described it, but in theism as well. So I find panentheism a paradoxical "both-and" way to speak of both in the same breath, both the presence of the divine in all manifest creation, and transcending creation itself. It is both the Ground and the Goal of all creation. In this way it encompases an evolutionary dynamism for me. It's really a matter of which way I want to turn in the manner in which I relate my subjective self to the divine, both as transcendent, and as immanent. These are interesting topics.