Toxikmynd
Demir
What do you believe? I'm thinking some type of pagan or non-Abrahamic faith may be suitable. Which faiths call out to you, if any?
Though I second what @YmirGF said. I stopped 'actively' looking ages ago and came to a realization I will probably never follow one. Which is kind of a shame, but there's no point in worrying about what can't be changed.
IMO it's probably best to prepare yourself to just have fun on your own path and walk with others who walk alone. Occasionally visit other scriptures and places of worship if you feel like it.
Pagan religions are where I feel right. Yet I tried Asatru for a number of months and it felt weird and I didn't like it/feel the connection. I have a love for Jewish religion, but not for myself.