Now Im a hypochondriac

[Unveiled Artist]

My present seizures are panic attacks
My partial temporary blindness is from "emotional turmoil"
My crying because of someone upsetting me is now a disorder that I can be "cured from". (Mind you scientifically not naturally not even spiritually)

I cannot complete school because my doctor says I am unstable to do so. Yet I have two classes left before my degree, i teach (which is not easy), I tutor as another source of income, I dance at bus stops, I skate...

I am normal, right?

My county/town is very political when it comes to helping people with legitimate mental health conditions. I see it and have a friend who is getting worse not better. People who want education say they are told they are not "smart enough" to finish their degree.

Many of these people latter have their PH.D., families, jobs, ans guess what-they are Normal (they cry, get angry, get sick) just like the rest of us.

I have hand many many many second opinions.

My doctor wants to observe me for three days to see my "mental state". All they will see is anxiety from being there to begin with.

She wants me to see a doctor three hours away from me (as I trav to see her) just to complain about my stressers (maybe even RF, I dont know), and find a dg to give to the insurance and cure a problem they say I am imagining in my head.

Thats like curing a believer from believing in god when god is not concrete or person you can just "zap" out of a persons being.

Anyway,

I dont want to be made to think I have something I do not have. Those conditions I have are real and I see those results ans had them interpreted by real eye doctors.

She told me why am I carrying a white cain (blind cain) when my eye condition has no neurological cause?

Aliens could have cause this that doesnt make me see more.

I dont know if its her or me but every time I think its me, I become more "hypocontracish". I dont like that.

This happened since 2013 when I had to fight my school. If I can proof that the stress (which some say my eye cond comes) could come from that, Id sue them. They put me down. Belittle me. All i need is two classes to get out and I cant.

I dont know what to do. Education was my life.

 

[Iti oj]

Why did the dr say you couldn't compete school how was your problems preventing you?

 

[Unveiled Artist]

Why did the dr say you couldn't compete school how was your problems preventing you?

I get financial aid (government funding) for school. Sometimes I have to drop out sooner than needed (seizures, ER visits, etc). I took two classes at a time to complete a two year degree in I think five or six years taking out semesters I havent attended.

Each year, I have to give a letter to the dept of education saying why I droped out (medical reasons), what are those medical reasons, and how thry affect my class performance. Edit: so I can receive more add to finish school.

The doctor needed to back my letter by saying what I have, how seizures can affect my lifestyle, and a confirmation that I am able to continue.

Your question...

She says I am not mentally stable to complete classes. She based it on my being upset in the office because she told me i was carrying a cain i dont need (saying i dont have an eye problem) and even though i explained, wrote, and gave her the fafsa (fa) instructions, she said i wanted everyone else to take responsibility for something I should do.

I may have mental health problema but compared to my seizures and clinial depression, this is nothing. All that stuff in my OP I couldnt do with the type of seizures I had and CD.

Now I can. I have nowhere else to go.

 

[Mycroft]

My present seizures are panic attacks
My partial temporary blindness is from "emotional turmoil"
My crying because of someone upsetting me is now a disorder that I can be "cured from". (Mind you scientifically not naturally not even spiritually)

I cannot complete school because my doctor says I am unstable to do so. Yet I have two classes left before my degree, i teach (which is not easy), I tutor as another source of income, I dance at bus stops, I skate...

I am normal, right?

My county/town is very political when it comes to helping people with legitimate mental health conditions. I see it and have a friend who is getting worse not better. People who want education say they are told they are not "smart enough" to finish their degree.

Many of these people latter have their PH.D., families, jobs, ans guess what-they are Normal (they cry, get angry, get sick) just like the rest of us.

I have hand many many many second opinions.

My doctor wants to observe me for three days to see my "mental state". All they will see is anxiety from being there to begin with.

She wants me to see a doctor three hours away from me (as I trav to see her) just to complain about my stressers (maybe even RF, I dont know), and find a dg to give to the insurance and cure a problem they say I am imagining in my head.

Thats like curing a believer from believing in god when god is not concrete or person you can just "zap" out of a persons being.

Anyway,

I dont want to be made to think I have something I do not have. Those conditions I have are real and I see those results ans had them interpreted by real eye doctors.

She told me why am I carrying a white cain (blind cain) when my eye condition has no neurological cause?

Aliens could have cause this that doesnt make me see more.

I dont know if its her or me but every time I think its me, I become more "hypocontracish". I dont like that.

This happened since 2013 when I had to fight my school. If I can proof that the stress (which some say my eye cond comes) could come from that, Id sue them. They put me down. Belittle me. All i need is two classes to get out and I cant.

I dont know what to do. Education was my life.

The doctor once told me that I had hypochondria. I said 'Oh no! Not that as well!'

 

[Unveiled Artist]

The doctor once told me that I had hypochondria. I said 'Oh no! Not that as well!'

LOLOL Thank you.

Seriously?

One doctor said I had MPD. I used my first, middle, and nick name to confirm it for help then my friend snaped me out of it and i called and said, I dont need your help.

 

[Unveiled Artist]

If you guys have seen One Flew over the Coo Cooes Nest that is exactly how our mental health system here is from patients to "doctors".

 

[Unveiled Artist]

 

[Unveiled Artist]

Can you have real symptoms without any real cause psychological nor physical? or
Do all symptoms have a cause if not physical, it's psychological?

 

[Revoltingest]

You're a hypochondriac, eh.....is it possible that it's just psychosomatic?