So, what does it mean for you to have a fox soul or a wolf soul, on a spiritual and practical level? And what is the difference between a fox/wolf soul and a human one?
Spiritually, it makes me a lot more sympathetic to my animist ancestors.
Practically, it means I have to be more aware of my instinctive responses and how they will effect my interactions with other people.
The difference between a fox and a wolf, I would think, would be in our instinctive reactions to situations. I have to be aware of how I act in groups of different sizes/situations. How I react to food sharing situations as an oddball example. I also have to realize when I've reached my "human" limit and spend some quiet "wolf" time.
Also, I've read a little more about this and, please don't take offense at this, you must get a lot of people deriding you as continuing a childhood fantasy/roleplay. What would your normal response be to those people? (other than go **** yourself
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I don't really talk about it with other people... my mate knows, but it isn't a subject I'm "out" about.
Frankly, it would have been great to be able to just give it up as a fantasy!
I tried... I told myself it was a childhood fantasy and I closed that part of myself off in a little box for several years. I avoided anything 'wolfish' that would give away my embarrassing little secret. Eventually it made me sick... I fell into a deep depression, started having nightmares and so on.
The irony is that in talking with my GBLT friends I found that I was going through the same sorts of things they did by being closeted/self deceptive. My 'coming out' to myself and my mate made all the difference.
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