Redneck Mystic
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Good questions.
Yes, I share all of my concerns with her. I told her going into it that I was concerned I was too old now, and I had too many difficult medical problems. I told her felt my star had run its course, and I was hoping God would take me in. my sleep, and totally unexpected, we were becoming a couple. I asked her if she was my medicine? She said, YES. I was laughing more than I had ever laughed. I started feeling some better. I told her I would give it a try, but she had to understand I was really worried that I would become a burden for her, and I was not remotely interested in her having to become my nurse, assisted living facility aid. I would rather go off into the woods and get eaten by a bear. She said she was game.
Every day is a new day with us. We are still laughing a lot. She’s funny as hell. She read my blog for many years before I actually met her after her husband died in 2022, so she had a pretty good sense of what I was into. Yet there was no way for her to know how it would go if we became a couple, and there was no way for me to know, either. She had spirit women helping her since childhood, but they were not leaning on her nearly has hard I was leaned on by angels, which began in 1987 and never let up. So, she’s getting pushed now in very different ways than she was before we came together. She’s writing a book about her life, and it’s liberating her from many shackles and prisons. Her dreams give her the next thing she needs to do, as well as help me deal with stuff on my plate not having to do with her.
She knows it's one day at a time, and there is no guarantee it will turn out wonderful. She’s not used to being harnessed and steered and directed and corrected and redirected like has been going on with me for decades. This training is far more difficult for a woman, because on this planet women are second class citizens, and, deep down, women really don’t care much for a God who allowed that to happen. We discuss everything that can impact us and our relationship. It is critical that we hold nothing back, not have secrets, and that we do not make unilateral decisions that affect us. And, we absolutely have to talk about our dreams, and get to the bottom of what they mean, and act on it. We are in a coccoon with angels that are trying to help us get somewhere we have not been and cannot see before we get there. One day and night at a time.
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