Spiderman
Veteran Member
The first step to AA and Narcotics Anonymous is to admit that you are powerless over your addiction.
I thought I could kick it with willpower.
So confident in willpower, I promised my probation officer to never touch drugs not prescribed as long as he was PO.
I went from February 14th till roughly July 29th without using.
Problem is, there's a monster that comes out, and while that is dominating the brain, all resolutions and willpower cease.
Now I know to never make a promise again.
Without God to restore a person to sanity, some of us are hopeless!
Just wondering if you've ever tried to kick an addiction and realized you couldn't do it?
Willpower only means something while you're not double-minded or the same person you were while making the resolution.
Only people with addictions can understand the insanity.
I thought I could kick it with willpower.
So confident in willpower, I promised my probation officer to never touch drugs not prescribed as long as he was PO.
I went from February 14th till roughly July 29th without using.
Problem is, there's a monster that comes out, and while that is dominating the brain, all resolutions and willpower cease.
Now I know to never make a promise again.
Without God to restore a person to sanity, some of us are hopeless!
Just wondering if you've ever tried to kick an addiction and realized you couldn't do it?
Willpower only means something while you're not double-minded or the same person you were while making the resolution.
Only people with addictions can understand the insanity.