Aupmanyav. You have unfortunately wasted 71 years of your life with a superficial understanding of Advaita.
At least now , try to learn from Atanu and Makaranda, the intrinsics of Advaita leaving your ego aside and being open-minded.
Atanu is a scientist, the very thing you hold as divine. So he can be actually considered as a god if you want as per your beliefs.
Also note that being a scientist, he is still not interpreting advaita according to his scientific knowledge, which is much, much superior to yours as well.
Makaranda's patience and his ability to articulate concepts with precision is truly exemplary. I admire the way he showed patience with you in going to great lengths in elaborating advaitic concepts to you.
You have a golden opportunity in this forum to learn from the likes of Atanu and Makaranda, which would be hard to get elsewhere. In this way you will only improve yourself, the quality of the forum, and the readers over here will also get benefitted. And considering the greatness of Advaita, which is productive of tremondous good karma, when understood and practiced with precision, you will actually be doing a work of great religious merit.
This is the only positive in this situation.
However if you persist in your views ( which is not sanctioned by the scriptures ) without having the intellectual honesty and open-mindedness to change your views you will only beget great religious demerit. This is the negative.
Choice is yours.
I hope the Vedantists will give Aups the space and time to learn and understand the intrinsics of Advaita and be patient with him, if he shows flexibility in changing his approach and shows open-mindedness .
That would be a meritorious karma on our part.