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Bodhisattva in Recovery
Part One:
As I commented earlier, Windwalker, that is certainly a lot to chew on, no wonder you needed some time to martial your thoughts. If I may, I’d like the address the last comments from Aurobindo first and say that is more or less how I approached my own situation. The years of time and decades of decoding my own inner evolution is extremely difficult to render into bight-sized snippets suitable for posting on RF. I know I do come across as somewhat dismissive and that is with good reason, but it is also only a half-truth, as there were so many wonderful ideas that led me to where I eventually stood that, to an extent, I do have to pay some homage to them. That is what I meant by the laying aside of that ill-fitting, cherished old sweater, though I should have added frayed, worn out and possibly moth-eaten, for good measure.
Fortunately, I was enmeshed in very few dogmatic traditions, so the work of clawing through those dogmatic beliefs was much easier than it might be for others at similar junctures. That said, it was still a deeply moving and often cathartic adventure and nowhere near as simple a process as that sentence might seem to imply. Such an adventure is not for the faint of heart, to be sure. Deconstructing a worldview is not something to be taken on lightly as belief structures are like fragile houses of cards. Religious types may well view such an endeavor as “purification of the soul”, though it is a misplaced term, as it isn’t the “soul” that needs “purification”, but rather, it is the mind and the belief structures that one needs weed through. It is the mind that needs to divest itself of ideas that no longer apply.
That said, I left something out of my previous post that is a very important point. Hopefully, I’ll figure out how to clarify that point before we are done, so you can appreciate where I am coming from. *grins both mysteriously and mischievously*
And what might baffle you is that, to an extent, I agree with Wilbur in regards to “god” being as an archetypal summit of one's own Consciousness. However, I do not agree that there is a “summit of consciousness”, as consciousness is always growing, expanding and becoming more. For me, “god” is the natural “elastic” state of grace in being.
Due to the implications of such a thought in the world of flesh and bone, I’ve opted to neuter the idea into the term, creaturehood rather than going with the easier to understand, but problematic term, godhood. I see it as potentially problematic due to the various ideas espoused in the popular god concepts.
I guess what I am trying to say is that people’s perception of god, whatever that may be, is an echo of the latent reality within them. Given that it is a living reality, it should come as no surprise that many people will experience “closeness” to god or feel that “god” has entered their lives. Given the nature of understanding, in one sense, that “god” really is has mentally knocked on their door or so it will seem.
Creaturehood, on the other hand, does not suffer from this inherent distortion, as all pretensions of god are dropped and being is allowed to explore itself without artificial fetters or expectations. Likewise, pretenses of divinity are dropped in favor of unbiased experience, within the natural state of grace.
The bottom line is that though I would not encourage people to utilize deity-form worship, neither would I disapprove either, if it was used as a reference point to reveal an aspect of being.
More later, as time permits...
As I commented earlier, Windwalker, that is certainly a lot to chew on, no wonder you needed some time to martial your thoughts. If I may, I’d like the address the last comments from Aurobindo first and say that is more or less how I approached my own situation. The years of time and decades of decoding my own inner evolution is extremely difficult to render into bight-sized snippets suitable for posting on RF. I know I do come across as somewhat dismissive and that is with good reason, but it is also only a half-truth, as there were so many wonderful ideas that led me to where I eventually stood that, to an extent, I do have to pay some homage to them. That is what I meant by the laying aside of that ill-fitting, cherished old sweater, though I should have added frayed, worn out and possibly moth-eaten, for good measure.
Fortunately, I was enmeshed in very few dogmatic traditions, so the work of clawing through those dogmatic beliefs was much easier than it might be for others at similar junctures. That said, it was still a deeply moving and often cathartic adventure and nowhere near as simple a process as that sentence might seem to imply. Such an adventure is not for the faint of heart, to be sure. Deconstructing a worldview is not something to be taken on lightly as belief structures are like fragile houses of cards. Religious types may well view such an endeavor as “purification of the soul”, though it is a misplaced term, as it isn’t the “soul” that needs “purification”, but rather, it is the mind and the belief structures that one needs weed through. It is the mind that needs to divest itself of ideas that no longer apply.
My doubt is becoming somewhat legendary on RF, Windwalker. I assure you, there was nothing subconscious about it. I do rather like the push back and find it quite stimulating.Perhaps subconsciously you were asking to have your thinking challenged because you doubt it yourself.
I wasn't intending it to be just that aspect, Windwalker.I can appreciate why you might set aside the theistic framework, considering the representation of it you just offered here, calling it for the purpose of "solace and meaning". If that is all it is, then I agree with you in the need to move beyond that. I don't believe that is all it is.
I agree on this bit. These conversations get so weird, so quickly, because people are often simply stating positions with little or no direct experience. And yes, when you see the culmination of your belief standing there in front of you, or laying there, as in my case, there is only the questions on how to portray the timeless event.Two important points here. First, yes, those who are the most ardent of atheists, relying on arguments of reason and logic to "debunk God", are actually only debunking people's various ideas of God. When you have the sort of experience you are referring to, questions of the existence of "God" are really made a non-question at all. What is the only remaining question is how to talk about it. The questions of proofs between atheists and fundamentalists are non-questions to me. Both are arguing out of their heads, not any personal experience.
That said, I left something out of my previous post that is a very important point. Hopefully, I’ll figure out how to clarify that point before we are done, so you can appreciate where I am coming from. *grins both mysteriously and mischievously*
Ken Wilber said:And that becomes the second point. The description of God to you, is not the understanding of all people who espouse theism. The use of deity forms can be in fact quite advanced, beyond simple emotional solace that "someone up there is watching over me" sort of envisioning. Tibetan Buddhism is probably the most advanced understandings and practices of states of consciousness in the world. They use deity forms in their practices to realize these things within themselves, and it has nothing to do with "solace and meaning":"But this is not God as an ontological other, set apart from the cosmos, from humans, and from creation at large. Rather, it is God as an archetypal summit of one's own Consciousness. ... By visualizing that identification 'we actually do become the deity. The subject is identified with the object of faith. The worship, the worshiper, and the worshiped, those three are not separate'. At its peak, the soul becomes one, literally one, with the deity-form, with the dhyani-buddha, with (choose whatever term one prefers) God. One dissolves into Deity, as Deity - that Deity which, from the beginning, has been one's own Self or highest Archetype."
And what might baffle you is that, to an extent, I agree with Wilbur in regards to “god” being as an archetypal summit of one's own Consciousness. However, I do not agree that there is a “summit of consciousness”, as consciousness is always growing, expanding and becoming more. For me, “god” is the natural “elastic” state of grace in being.
Due to the implications of such a thought in the world of flesh and bone, I’ve opted to neuter the idea into the term, creaturehood rather than going with the easier to understand, but problematic term, godhood. I see it as potentially problematic due to the various ideas espoused in the popular god concepts.
I guess what I am trying to say is that people’s perception of god, whatever that may be, is an echo of the latent reality within them. Given that it is a living reality, it should come as no surprise that many people will experience “closeness” to god or feel that “god” has entered their lives. Given the nature of understanding, in one sense, that “god” really is has mentally knocked on their door or so it will seem.
Creaturehood, on the other hand, does not suffer from this inherent distortion, as all pretensions of god are dropped and being is allowed to explore itself without artificial fetters or expectations. Likewise, pretenses of divinity are dropped in favor of unbiased experience, within the natural state of grace.
The bottom line is that though I would not encourage people to utilize deity-form worship, neither would I disapprove either, if it was used as a reference point to reveal an aspect of being.
I am not a three year old child, Windwalker. I've actually written extensively on the topic.One of the important points I think you may not realize yet is that people will always take their peak experiences, or transcendent experiences, and then interpret them in their framework of understandings.
:thud:It sounds to me as if you took your experience and tagged it with the mythic-literal view of God; external 'up there', watching over you, etc.
More later, as time permits...