Ellen Brown
Well-Known Member
I'm sorry because I really have no idea where to put this questioning essay.
My own background is Evangelical Christian and Muslim, and that describes my exposure but not my present belief. I get frustrated because it seems to me that so many pick up a book that represents a belief system and once they are familiar with that, and feel they know the rules, they stop seeking.
Lately, it's feeling like belief systems do not educate us about the Creator. It feels like the Abrahamic folk (Jews, Muslims, and Christians) might be like neanderthals, primitive and perhaps dim. I wonder what I'm missing? What is it that God wants us to finally understand?
I live alone, divorced, and estranged from my family, save for one daughter that reached out to me after 14 years. Loneliness and grief will certainly cause one to seek God. And, many of my experiences in the last decade have been because of that bleak existence, and many of them I now see as a blessing.
In all of human existence, I think perhaps that only about a dozen folk have pleased God and been taken onto him. There is lots of time to soul search and to seek the mind of God. And, sometimes in the early morning, before I waken, it seems as if a presence speaks to me, guiding and admonishing. I don't know what triggers it and if there is anything more that I can do to make myself more pleasing to God, but pray for his guidance constantly.
My own background is Evangelical Christian and Muslim, and that describes my exposure but not my present belief. I get frustrated because it seems to me that so many pick up a book that represents a belief system and once they are familiar with that, and feel they know the rules, they stop seeking.
Lately, it's feeling like belief systems do not educate us about the Creator. It feels like the Abrahamic folk (Jews, Muslims, and Christians) might be like neanderthals, primitive and perhaps dim. I wonder what I'm missing? What is it that God wants us to finally understand?
I live alone, divorced, and estranged from my family, save for one daughter that reached out to me after 14 years. Loneliness and grief will certainly cause one to seek God. And, many of my experiences in the last decade have been because of that bleak existence, and many of them I now see as a blessing.
In all of human existence, I think perhaps that only about a dozen folk have pleased God and been taken onto him. There is lots of time to soul search and to seek the mind of God. And, sometimes in the early morning, before I waken, it seems as if a presence speaks to me, guiding and admonishing. I don't know what triggers it and if there is anything more that I can do to make myself more pleasing to God, but pray for his guidance constantly.