It seems like many people are going through the same things and asking similar questions that I once was. I was tired of my surroundings and the direction my life was taking me. No one seemed to have any answers that made any real sense. So I started to turn my life around and treat others as I wanted to be treated. I put others above myself and I started to pray to the God I was taught about in my youth. The problem was things became even more of a struggle. After an extensive period I realized something was wrong and so I turned from what I was taught from my youth. This is when I started to learn some interesting things. I had previously gotten rid of all the books I had collected. This was to include the bible even though I hung on to its teachings and tried to live by them. I was working for people with special needs at the time and I began to put even more of an emphasis on their needs and less on my own. One such person I helped was a Jewish lady who had cerebral palsy. She wanted to learn the Hebrew language very badly but believed she had a learning disability and so I picked up on it so I could help her out. I first began to help her understand she did not have a learning disability and then In learning about the Hebrew language I discovered that the alphabet, or alephbet, also represented numbers. It had previously crossed my mind why we were never taught who the anti-christ was or anything about the mark of the beast's identity. There is much I can write about the subject but the jist of it is this. The letters of Hebrew also represent numbers. The letters are also words. So in Hebrew vav=6, samech=60, tav=400, & resh=200 for a total of 666. The vav is like a prefix and the root "str" means secret or hidden. As I stated the letters are words and so I looked up the words. The word vav means nail, the word samech means a prop or a support, the word tav means a mark or a sign, and resh means the first, the head, the beginning. The letters also had shapes similar to English letters and vav was a nail, samech was a prop or a support, tav was a cross, and resh was a head of man. If you put this all together with other biblical information about the beast including the idea that an image would be made of the beast you have the crucifix. Also there is another number which is 616. It is interesting to note that if you add the numbers 6+1+6 and 6+6+6 you get 13 and 18. The interesting part about this is the numbers are mentioned in Revelation 13:18. Anyway I took the name that I was taught in my youth as the Christ and the one I had turned from because of the lack of support it offered me and put the letters into Hebrew. j=yod=10, e would not be considered, s=shin=300, u=vav=6, s=shin=300 for a total of 616. I had realized previously why in Revelation the Lord also says
3:12 He who overcomes, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my God, and he will go out from there no more. I will write on him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which comes down out of heaven from my God, and my own new name.
It is also stated in Revelation
19:11 I saw the heaven opened, and behold, a white horse, and he who sat on it is called Faithful and True. In righteousness he judges and makes war. 19:12 His eyes are a flame of fire, and on his head are many crowns. He has names written and a name written which no one knows but he himself.
With this understanding so much of what is written in the scriptures about this beast fits to a "T". I want to mention my family and I completely believe in the scriptures and whole heartedly at that. We own many bibles now (though any single bible is sufficient), and we believe in the one and only messiah or Christ. However we do not believe in the lie Christianity and others have made up by twisting and turning the truth. Looking forward to any responses.
The Riley Family