I do not consider my conceptions of the Divine/Reality as incompatible in substance with atheism. I merely use a different language if you will to narrate my experiences and relate to the universe. My narrative is primarily centered in Christian myths, symbols, angels, saints, scriptures, and liturgies because when I am praying, inducing a trance, or working with magic (my experience with magic up to this point is still rather limited and ongoing) these are the symbols that most easily induce those states in me and help me reach out and grasp what I'm seeking. I honor most other deities in the abstract, but they are not my gods.
In my practice to obey God is to perform one's True Will, to align with the inner, higher, or true self, to get in touch with the Atman, to obtain the knowledge and conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel, to become enlightened and realize the illusion of self, to die to self and live to Christ -- I have thought about it in all these ways. They all have their own emphasis, their own conceptions, differences and similarities, and validity. "Thy service is perfect freedom."