Thanks, I needed that. The forum I was posting on is just so toxic. I am really hurting right now for the way I was treated by the forum owner. He is unjust, dishonest and vicious but hides behind a nice guy façade. I like to see only the good in people so I am constantly being sideswiped, trusting them and then getting stabbed in the back. He just lied about me to the whole forum, saying I broke forum rules and that I find fault with everyone. I broke no forum rules and I find no fault with anyone. Rather, I am constantly fielding his hatred and negativity and false accusations. He locked me out so I cannot defend myself.
This has been going on for four years, so I do not know why I went back there hoping it would be different this time. What the atheist forum owner cannot stand is the Baha’i Faith and God and my honesty about what I believe, but I never find fault with anyone or their beliefs or non-beliefs. It is him who does that to me constantly so it is projection, but when people do not want to look at themselves they blame others for what they are doing... That is psych 101 stuff.