Actually, the all of the Luciferian groups I'm in contact with consider Lucifer (or other) worshippers to be RHP.
I always find that people like this define "worship" subjectively in a way to always exclude the groups they like from the traits that make one a "worshiper" or even define it in a way that connotates submission.
But worship isn't the same thing as submission. I've never seen an issue with someone that worships, it doesn't get in the way of being LHP imo it just means you deeply respect or revere that which you work with.
Self-power (LHP) vs. Other-power (RHP)
But what about when Lucifer as a deity is an empowering entity through which one is using them as a proxy for their self power? They might come to venerate such an entity for it's positive characteristics for which they see as emulating their truer selves,
Is that self power? Other power? Maybe those are just labels. Even with archetypical Luciferians this is what is happening. Just because they don't believe it's real in a theistic way or feel a sense of devotion doesn't mean they are not deriving power from the proxy.
So really it's not much if any different. All that is different is the metaphysical implications of what is going on not the underlying mechanics which is the same.
And speaking from a more historical context there just isn't any distinction of the LHP or RHP along the lines of where "power" derives from (either the self or something else). I don't even really like that concept because it waters down the meaning. I could call a lot of things self power. It doesn't make it anymore against the norms of society since it's actually held to be normal in a lot of contexts. Entrepreneurs, people who value independence, men expected to be stoic, self-taught artists and programmers, just a few example off the top of my head.
Hmm....On my path I worship Jesus as a light bearer/bringer of knowledge or gnosis, and yet in my rituals declare myself as the Jesus/Christ/only Son of God (in this mode) that I worship. The line is *still* blurred. Is there anything like a Middle Path?
This dilemma doesn't exist nearly as much when one understands LHP and RHP in the original context of Hinduism, Buddhism ect. The terms got muddied in the 20th century thanks to western occultists who didn't do enough of their homework. Heck you can walk both paths depending on the context but really the distinction isn't as important unless you go far enough on the spectrum towards the extreme end of the LHP. But then there is no mistaking it.
There are LHP traditions in that fuzzy zone. Based on what you said it's hard to really say. Nothing specifically indicated that you are one or the other. Your description here does sound at least akin to tantras where one imitates the deities to gain powers. Tantra can be RHP or LHP but the only ones I'm actually familiar with that imitate are LHP. So if I had to guess you at least lean towards LHP if not just are, in the traditional sense. But also in the traditional sense it doesn't matter as much unless the practices and mode of practice are more obvious.
I take it part of the reason for this thread was ascertaining where you yourself might fall. So pardon my bit's of advice here and there below if otherwise.
Just do you and make sure to study sources that aren't biased and the rest should fall into place. If you try to be someone else, or go by someone else's subjective perception of the subject (right or wrong) it won't work nearly as well as just being true to yourself.
An important thing to remember about Luciferianism is that truth doesn't care how we feel about something. It just is, and it is without altercation. That's part of why I take such a strict stance on what the LHP is and definitions according to centuries of tradition. Read a variety of sources, get a clear picture. And decide for yourself with a skeptical eye.
And then at a certain point of sufficient understanding in your study if find there is a need for terms such as LHP and RHP to apply to yourself it will just happen without too much internal debate. Sometimes we just got to let the realization or insight come to us when we are ready to comprehend the full implications of it.