I have a rare auto-immune disease, compounded by other issues. My heart, lungs, or throat can become paralyzed at any second without warning. My clock is ticking, I just don't know how much time is left on it. I estimate 10 years as the most optimal outcome.
Sorry to hear that. Not to be unkind, but that does explain the attitude that leaks out of your posts.
I saw a recent interview with Peter Frampton and why he is retiring from the road. He has the auto-immune disease inclusion body myositis and his muscles are degenerating.
I would rather discuss things with people and that would include you, but I will not sweeten my responses to you, just because. That would be disrespectful and condescending in my view. Especially when it turns out you can provide the quality of responses that you have been today. I will also not linger on it or turn your revelation against you. That is equally disrespectful.
I cannot think of any sage words to add here that do not come off sounding condescending to me. I wish you best of luck. I can only say that I have hope for you that things will turn out better than you expect.