In one way, you are correct, but not totally. I used to read the Bible, but it was always through the lens of one religious group or another, for example; Catholicism, Mormonism, various other pseudo Christian groups, and new age books. For the most part, the scriptures really never made much sense to me and were not very understandable. Basically, at one point in my life I really just wanted to know who God was and what God wanted. I was so tired of being confused and deceived by different religious organizations, churches, and groups. I suppose there was a middleman in a way, as you say, because after asking God ( whoever God was ) over and over again to show me the truth and prevent me from further religious deception … I read a book. I know God lead me to that book because the circumstances of finding it were so abnormal. It was just some guy’s life story, full of his spiritual background and experiences; some very strange and out there. He ultimately became a prominent New Age guru and teacher giving seminars all over the country on the spiritual powers of crystals. He was very involved with the occult and at one point found himself plunging into such darkness he thought his life was lost… then Jesus interrupted, powerfully saving him. That’s what the book was about. All I can say is that after I read it, I understood I needed a Savior. Once I actually realized that and knew Who Jesus was everything was different in my life; like night and day. The Bible was no longer confusing. It’s not like I understood everything in it, but the overall message or theme from Genesis to Revelation was clear.
Anyway, that’s that. I didn’t mean to make such a long response.