Sum1sGruj
Active Member
I joined this forum at a very crucial time. I've always been quite the agnostic throughout the course of my life. Having suspicion of many things in science, physics became my long time fascination. Then I looked into radio-dating techniques by geologists and evolutionists.. needless to say, I wasn't impressed.
So a few years ago, I was inspired to take on Christianity but could never really take it seriously. I found myself only praying when times were hard, and only speaking of it when it was spoken of. It's never been me to 'half' anything, so it weathered after a while until it was gone. My agnostic side sprung back into action.
Recently, however, I have come to find many things about Christianity that I don't even think a lot of other Christians see.
For example, one can have the criteria to agnostic and indeed be agnostic, but only the educated really see the beauty of it.
This is how Christianity works for me. I see so many things in the Bible that I feel must be connected. If you believe Jesus is the Messiah, you must believe these connections, as Jesus according to us is completion.
I think that is why Christians through the ages have tried to work the enigmas in the Bible.
Anyways, I'm rambling lol.
I finally decided to pick up Christianity for the final time. I've always felt that sense of doubt every time I thought about any atheistic view, so I figured: it's been a long time coming, I feel something tugging.
Since I have been a strong agnostic all my life, I do feel that I carry a heavier responsibility on being a Christian, as most Christians have not ventured on the aspects of science and philosophy. And so God expects me to use my strength to exemplify a strong Christian. If someone contends me on belief, I contend back- but I do not break the teachings of Jesus either. I've always been a firm believer that words do in fact kill.
I guess that is why I was relunctant to argue Jew vs Christian. I knew I wouldn't be able to hold my tongue and it is a very sore subject no matter how you go about it.
Don't get the wrong idea. I'm not a saint nor am I partial to cliches, but I do try to remain meek and rational when speaking on real serious things.
Anyways, connections. We find them. Jews reject them. Your message has been "I believe Christians have distorted Judaic belief. My message is "I believe Jews distorted their own belief". There's really nothing we can do to convince each other, so we might as well call a truce.
So a few years ago, I was inspired to take on Christianity but could never really take it seriously. I found myself only praying when times were hard, and only speaking of it when it was spoken of. It's never been me to 'half' anything, so it weathered after a while until it was gone. My agnostic side sprung back into action.
Recently, however, I have come to find many things about Christianity that I don't even think a lot of other Christians see.
For example, one can have the criteria to agnostic and indeed be agnostic, but only the educated really see the beauty of it.
This is how Christianity works for me. I see so many things in the Bible that I feel must be connected. If you believe Jesus is the Messiah, you must believe these connections, as Jesus according to us is completion.
I think that is why Christians through the ages have tried to work the enigmas in the Bible.
Anyways, I'm rambling lol.
I finally decided to pick up Christianity for the final time. I've always felt that sense of doubt every time I thought about any atheistic view, so I figured: it's been a long time coming, I feel something tugging.
Since I have been a strong agnostic all my life, I do feel that I carry a heavier responsibility on being a Christian, as most Christians have not ventured on the aspects of science and philosophy. And so God expects me to use my strength to exemplify a strong Christian. If someone contends me on belief, I contend back- but I do not break the teachings of Jesus either. I've always been a firm believer that words do in fact kill.
I guess that is why I was relunctant to argue Jew vs Christian. I knew I wouldn't be able to hold my tongue and it is a very sore subject no matter how you go about it.
Don't get the wrong idea. I'm not a saint nor am I partial to cliches, but I do try to remain meek and rational when speaking on real serious things.
Anyways, connections. We find them. Jews reject them. Your message has been "I believe Christians have distorted Judaic belief. My message is "I believe Jews distorted their own belief". There's really nothing we can do to convince each other, so we might as well call a truce.