So you are basically saying, since nothing can satisfy my rational and materialistic view of reality, I should just go and find my own answers? How do I find answers to why only your faith(God) created Abiogenesis and the ToE, and not any of the thousands of other God-beliefs, without asking someone of your faith? If you simply believe that your claim is true, then so do the followers of thousands of other religions as well. What makes your claims of creations more valid than theirs? The simple answer is, you don't know. You know nothing, and only believe because you want your belief to be true. It is top-down logic,based totally on ignorance. Wherever gaps appear in our understanding of life, the universe, or how humans evolved, many create imaginary deities, concepts, myths, and stories to fill-in these gaps. This has been repeated over and over again in man's 150,000 year history. That is until science eventually changes belief into certainty.
In the 150,000 years of human history there have been over 4000 religions. These religions include polytheism, monotheism, and paganism. The Hindu Religion has over 300 deities. The Ancient Hittites Religion has over 1000 deities. The Chinese, Polynesians, Japanese, Korean, Africans, and Aboriginals, all worship 1000's of different deities. Even pagans have their own deities as well. It has been estimated that the number of deities is in the millions. So my estimate of 4000 is extremely conservative.
The 33 Million Gods of Hinduism | HuffPost
As a rational thinker, it has always been a source of confusion to me, why one religion has not emerged in over 150,000 years of human history? Let's do a thought experiment. Let's just imagine that one of these Gods is real. If one of these thousands of gods were actually real, then the followers of this God should be experiencing some benefits for believing in Him. There would be real and undeniable benefits. These benefits would become obvious to everyone. The followers of a this true god would pray, and their prayers would be answered. The followers of this true god would live longer, have fewer diseases, have lots more money, be very intelligent, etc. There would be thousands of statistical markers surrounding the followers of this true god. Everyone would notice all of these benefits, and would gravitate toward this true god. And, over a 150,000 years period, people would eventually start believing in this one true god. All the other false gods would have fallen by the wayside long ago, and there would be only one religion under this one true god. Of course, this is not what we observe today, is it?
What do you think is the logical conclusion to any belief in a God?