I was just posting some advises I received from other superior thinkers like yourself and others here. Oh boy, I feel like I shouldn't share my thoughts since they are nowhere near to the level most members here.
Many posters here are seekers....humility is a prerequisite for God to introduce himself to us. Its what we are seeking that makes the difference. We are either looking for a God who fits our requirements or looking to become the kind of person that fits his.
We were all seekers at one time and listening to others is a good way to gauge what is true from what is fantasy.
The ring of truth sounds loud if God is revealing himself.....there is an appetite that we develop once we hear the truth and it becomes obvious that we didn't really know how "hungry" we really were. The more questions we get answered...the more questions we have. That is a good thing. There should be no reasonable question that can't be answered.
Anyway, let's hope I catch up
You'd get there...be patient.