Ah! Finally, I can post! Haven't been here in a while ...
But, anyway ...
I've been reading about this, and understand what it means. I've always been drawn to the ''what might be'' types of thoughts and that is likely due to the fact that I was brought up in a devout Christian home, and felt that faith ''should'' be a part of someone's life. But, I'm once again turning away from Christianity, and feeling like I'm at a cross roads with all of this. Intellectually, I claim an atheist view when it comes to the idea of a god existing. But, emotionally...I yearn for something more. On the one hand, I think that we should celebrate life as it is...and on the other, I yearn for there to be more than just this material world. That doesn't mean I yearn to worship a deity, for I don't...but, maybe on a spiritual level, we can have that connection to something more, but also be intellectually honest with ourselves. (claiming atheism)
Do any atheists here think like this? Do you feel that it's possible to be a spiritual atheist?
You are simply going through the deconversion process; which, for some of us, takes a long time. For me, it was 1989 when I asked my first critical question; and 2013 when I finally reached the conclusion of what I believe to be truth: No God, no spirit, etc.
It gives us comfort and a sense of purpose to believe that somehow, there is something "spiritual" about us; that there is something or some"one" beyond the material world.
So yes, other atheists have been where you are.
I am not trying to guide you down the deconversion process nor unduly influence you; your journey through life is yours and yours alone. But for me, I find comfort and connection with this world around us by seeing and relishng the goodness that those with whom we share this world have to offer; by valuing higher ideals; by recognizing that all life shares a common ancestor thus we are all related; taking the burden upon myself to try to make the world a better place rather than throwing it off on incantations and improvable assertions of "greater spiritual forces" guiding our lives. So in a sense, depending on how you define "spiritual", I could be called "spiritual". But I don't call myself that.
I do believe that there are things which science will never unravel. I have experienced phenomena in my life that has convinced me that it is likely or probable that we have perceptions beyond current scientific explanation (or even acceptance); some may call it "clairvoyance" or "ESP" or other such things. Personally, I hold that such phenomena has a naturalistic basis; but I submit that the phenomena is so elusive to define and that the variables required for the phenomena to exhibit itself is even more elusive and extremely subtle; making it near impossible for scientific definition, repeatablility and experimentation.
Anywho. I've rambled enough.
Yes, there are atheists who think like that and as you are coming from a religion that stressed the reality of a personal god, it only makes sense to me that you do. It will be interesting to see if this changes over time.
May the Wind be at your Back.