You don’t know me so don’t judge.
I was believer in the Bible for years, since my older sister gave me a bible as a present when I was 15, and though I nearly joined a couple of churches, the first one being my sister’s, I never did join any church.
My point is that even without joining a church, for 19 years I believed in the Bible, so I am quite familiar with church teachings and Christian interpretations of the Bible.
Of those 19 years, 14 years of those years I was in hiatus, didn’t seek any more churches to join, because I was busy with my life (first with studies, then with works), but I still believed in the Bible.
Then one day, while I was researching Joseph of Arimathea for my website Timeless Myths in 2000 (then age, 34) - I came to realization that the gospel’s quoting Isaiah’s sign about the virgin and Immanuel - have completely taken Isaiah 7:14 out of context.
So for 19 years, I believed in the whole Bible for 19 years, and took Matthew’s version and Christian interpretation of the sign at face value or for granted, without cross-referencing Isaiah 7:14.
Matthew’s version of Isaiah’s passage is taken out of context, because it left out the rest of sign regarding to Immanuel (Isaiah 7:14-17). The sign was about the war Ahaz have with his enemy rulers from Israel (Pekah) and Aramaic Damascus (Rezin) (see Isaiah 7:1, and the sign is really about Assyria’s interventions in the war. Assyrian army would save Judah, when the boy Immanuel would be old enough to eat honey and curds, old enough to know right from wrong.
A similar sign was given in Isaiah 8:3-4, reinforcing the boy in the sign was Isaiah’s own son. Immanuel (in 7:14-17) is the same person as Maher-shalal-hash-baz (8:3-4), both relating a sign when the king of Assyria will capture cities in Israel and Aram.
I read both gospel of Matthew 1 and Isaiah 7 & 8 countless times, but I didn’t understand it until 2000 that Isaiah’s original sign had nothing to do with Mary and Jesus.
When I did more research about Christian versions of the messianic signs/prophecies about Jesus from other OT quotes found the gospels and reinterpreted (eg the massacre at Bethlehem, Jesus riding into Jerusalem on mule, Jesus’ resurrection in 3 days), I came into realisation that the gospels have been lying to us, taking OT passages out of contexts, because every single signs were wrong and nothing more than propaganda.
It was Matthew 1:23 & Isaiah 7:14 was my first step towards agnosticism, not Genesis 1& 2 creation. I didn’t have doubts about creation and flood, until I joined my Internet forum in 2003 (Free2Code).
Although I knew about creation and flood stories, I didn’t know about “creationism” and people who called themselves “creationists”. And since I was never biology student, I have learned Evolution and didn’t know anything about Charles Darwin and his Natural Selection (his voyage onboard HMS Beagle, from 1831 to 1836, and his publication of On Origin Of Species, in 1859).
I was more of physics person, because after high school, I studied civil engineering in the mid-80s, and in the mid to late 90s, I still think of myself as engineer, after graduating computer science (1999).
I didn’t know why they were arguing, so I borrowed my cousin’s old biology textbook and read up on it, as well as researching what creationism is.
Only then, I can make informed decision, that creationists’ claims were wrong. It was only then, in another forum, that. I had my first doubts about Genesis creation and flood.
But it wasn’t just the creation story don’t match with science. Much of the stories from Adam to Solomon, don’t match with history and archaeology.
For instances, Genesis 10, the Table of Nations, particularly about Egypt and Mesopotamia, are all wrong, historically and archaeologically.
The last 20 years from 2000 to present, I have different insight about church reinterpretation of the scriptures.
No, rrobs, you shouldn’t be judging me what I do or what I don’t know about the Bible.
Do you always judge people by stereotyping anyone who disagree with you, not knowing and understanding the Bible?
I thinking many people living in western countries, were brought up with being Christians, but for whatever reasons, left their churches, and become atheists. Just because they are atheists, it doesn’t mean they have no understanding of the Bible, or they forgotten what their former churches taught them.
Jesus told us not to judge, unless you wants to be judged.
Although I don’t take the Bible at face value anymore, I still value Jesus’ teaching about morals, tolerance and compassion. Being agnostic, doesn’t mean I have forgotten some of Jesus’ positive teaching. What I disagree with mostly are interpretations of the messianic signs.
Don’t crap with me, and I won’t crap about you, rrobs...meaning don’t you presume I know nothing about the Bible.