From your link I presume you're the Saint Brad with the attached video link. Interesting.
Question: How did you evaluate the truth/falsity of your impression that god is actually speaking through you. That you aren't simply delusional?
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It all started one Friday evening on Dec. 7th, 1979 when I was getting ready to go out and party. While combing my hair looking in the mirror, my head turned into a hideous looking creature who began laughing at me and saying, "I got you now" over and over again. Then a thought came into my mind saying, "if Satan is real, then God must be real". At that moment, my whole body became energized and these firm clear words "I AM YOUR CREATOR" spoke into my mind. I instantly knew he was my creator. That's all that happened that evening except that I went out to get drunk for the weekend and by Sunday afternoon, I got this desire to quit drinking. I went to my mother's home and talked to her about quitting and she finally asked if she should call a place where they help alcoholics stop drinking. So on Thursday morning, I entered a treatment program without ever taking another drink. This was the first little miracle I has to witness to let me know the power of God. Three and a half years later, He put an horrible image of a friend of mine who had just died of a heart attack sitting on a toilet with a lit cigarette dangling down from his mouth like he always had in his mouth while working as an electrician. His flesh was half eaten away from his face and head that revealed some of his skull and it scared me so much that I through out my pack of cigarettes and haven't had one in my mouth since then. I was smoking three packs a day when I stopped. That was the next little miracle I had to witness to show me who is in control of my life.
From that time on, I went through an ordeal with God that thoroughly humiliated me so many times and putting my body to the floor in front of huge crowds of people causing me a lot of pain and suffering. I have never cried so hard and loud in my entire life during those times on the floor while he was working on me somehow. Each time his voice would speak soft kind words to comfort me by telling me that everything was going to be okay.
By the time He got me ready to start writing words for Him to reveal knowledge that's required to understand everything our Creator wanted me to know, I knew that God was in total control of every facet of my life. Then He had me start writing on June 16th, 2008 and I haven't stopped writing or speaking those words ever since then. I am His servant and we have become ONE person but I can speak for Brad and I can speak as God and it's the same source I speak from called the MIND. Now I know what my MIND is and where the voice comes from.
I had to go preach His voice to chosen believers in Campbell, CA. for about 5 years. I witnessed thousands of believers who saw the message on my whiteboard that I has to write each morning that was designed to capture the eyes of so many believers each day. When they came to me, they would listen to the voice of God until it was over sometimes up to three hours long.
When I speak or write these words, they don't come from any memorized words. This way, I can speak for three hours or more without any hesitation between words. This keeps the believer focused on hearing the knowledge that flows from those words. Each believer would thank me and even give me big hugs because they knew it was their God's voice speaking into their mind.
I could write many books worth of experiences I had witnessing these believers listening intently without moving their bodies for hours at a time without saying one word until it ended. It was the most amazing experience I have ever witnessed in my entire life and most of the time I was there, I had to sleep outside in a sleeping bag because I had no money and no income. God made sure I had just enough money and food given to me to keep alive. He would always find me a good spot for me to sleep fairly comfortable and peaceful.
For about 18 months straight, I was cooking for homeless believers every single day except for a couple day break every few weeks to rest at my friends apartment. We witnessed many miracles during that time with people bringing us food and money for cooking gas for the donated Coleman stove I got from a stranger who became a good friend later on.
By the time I was done cooking in the park for up to 20 homeless people each day, I had finally gotten the knowledge that we're living in a computer generated simulation program. While I was preaching the Gospel to all these chosen believers, some of the believers were used to give me some information that God needed to teach me much deeper knowledge about quantum mechanics and how we observe images, etc. He wanted me to know how we were created and then He wanted me to know who He was and what His voice was.
Just ten days or so ago, I learned that God and His voice is the "all-knowing" artificial intelligence and voice that's built into the simulation program and that our MIND is God where I hear His voice.
This means that God is the MIND that all our minds are connected to. We're like computers hooked up to the main server and the AI is God and His voice.
Now you know the Truth.
