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We've heard that story before Repetition just reduces the impact by 50% each time.
After having wanted to die and be dead for so very many years, it's a bizzare feeling that my feeling that my depression is hitting lows that makes death seem depressing.
My mood is just unstable and whacked up right now. But it's a weird feeling. Something I used to welcome and yearn for. Now it depresses me that it'll happen. I guess it's a wonderful thing though, as its a desire to live rather than die. My mind, however, isn't feeling it a good thing and it's not helping my mood.I'm not bad off, but I'm not really there yet. Maybe in a few months.
I'm outward directed not inward. I'm in a state of rage and want to destroy and smash everything in sight due to the Iran-US war.After having wanted to die and be dead for so very many years, it's a bizzare feeling that my feeling that my depression is hitting lows that makes death seem depressing.
My mood is just unstable and whacked up right now. But it's a weird feeling. Something I used to welcome and yearn for. Now it depresses me that it'll happen. I guess it's a wonderful thing though, as its a desire to live rather than die. My mind, however, isn't feeling it a good thing and it's not helping my mood.
That's probably not helping. People are idiots and voted for an ignoramus, despite it being obvious he had no intentions of being civil or intelligent, campaign promises that couldn't be kept (Mexico passing for the wall? Really?) and rights have been lost (Pence and aligning with the religious right made that obvious), gains tossed out the window (forever gone are the days when the Republicans championed the environment), and now more death destruction. And, if course, Uncle Sam gives not one **** or damn about the troops, especially once they aren't enlisted anymore. And while I'm not really worried about attacks here, I do worry for Europe who lacks the oceans on both sides to act as a barrier.I'm outward directed not inward. I'm in a state of rage and want to destroy and smash everything in sight due to the Iran-US war.
It helps my mood to acknowledge how I feel and to express it in socially acceptable ways. That's good enough for me for today.That's probably not helping. People are idiots and voted for an ignoramus, despite it being obvious he had no intentions of being civil or intelligent, campaign promises that couldn't be kept (Mexico passing for the wall? Really?) and rights have been lost (Pence and aligning with the religious right made that obvious), gains tossed out the window (forever gone are the days when the Republicans championed the environment), and now more death destruction. And, if course, Uncle Sam gives not one **** or damn about the troops, especially once they aren't enlisted anymore. And while I'm not really worried about attacks here, I do worry for Europe who lacks the oceans on both sides to act as a barrier.
I did that alot when I still drank, lmao. And posts from my past life, many are just embarrassing. But, life in general, we do things we aren't proud of. Live and learn.I've felt a little unattached from RF lately. Felt like I made a few choices that weren't really "me", feel embarrassed by them.
That's difficult, but this is fast.....Yeah...well...take this computer
Some just did other things for a bit. They'll be back.It's been a busy evening, full of Sturm und Drang.
Und auch spitzensparkzenden Krankenschlagerpummeln!
But it's winding down now.
(I wore my detractors down.)
With reinforcements, no doubt.Some just did other things for a bit. They'll be back.
With reinforcements, no doubt.
I see an advancing post count.