I am far too stressed. I ****ing hate this job. Yeah, I'm screwed if my car goes down for more than a few days, very much so if it's longer than that.
But ****. I've regained my stride (no more pinched nerve in my back or dealing with their ****), and they don't train me and let me learn how to do things, they think I'm incompetent, the schedule is such a hell it drives a 48% turnover rate (turns out better pay and benefits aren't with it to many) and it's so hard for me to get a job I'm scared if I quit I won't get another. And at this it's probably not reasonable for to think it can get much better for me. After all, this job bull**** is the only thing that hasn't changed for me and gotten better since I moved here. Getting one is still harder than making a robot and I still get stuck in **** jobs with high turnover rates.
Yes, I'm too good for them and it's stressing me out going back to where the only thing they like about me and approve of is that I'm a work horse who runs circles around everyone (and does a way better job).