You believe in God and disbelieve in God at the same time? That is a contradiction.
Yes, I agree that the state of mind I described is contradictory but 'beliefs' can be contradictory just as the Bible can be contradictory. In other words, while contradictory statements, beliefs, etc can't be true in reality but the contradiction can still exist in a story, in beliefs since these matters (stories, beliefs, etc) do not necessarily relate to reality.
I would agree that both sides can have evidence and good arguments, yes, but theism is the positive claim so to reject it is not to make the opposite statement of "There is no God" it just takes you from the positive position to the default one.
Rejecting theism 'can' lead you to the default position of just not believing but it can also lead you to the position of another belief, that is, the belief that God does NOT exist. We both agree that there can be evidence to both sides of an issue, and that is one of my proposed ways that someone can develop conflicting beliefs. If beliefs are formed or based on reasons/evidence (even subjective reasons depending on the person), then I fail to see why can't a person at times form some belief or acceptance in both sides just as anyone else forms a belief based on some reason/evidence that they accept. In my case there are 2 separate beliefs formed, one based on atheistic reasons and the other on theistic reasons.
Also, other ways someone can have contradictory beliefs is by not knowing about it or perhaps by not understanding that it is contradictory. In their mind it's not contradictory or they're not aware of it, but in reality it is and it usually takes others to show it to them. People often form LOTS of beliefs, including new ones and we don't have some AUTOchecker in our brain to ensure that all of our beliefs and newly formed ones are logically consistent with each other. Some religions wouldn't be possible or they'd be more consistent in their lies, at least if we had that ability. So a person may end up accepting something while not realizing that it conflicts with another one of their held beliefs.
It is black and white. Either a God(s) exists or it doesn't. Those are the two choices. Either you believe a God(s) exist or you don't.
Yes, logically or in reality that is the case but when it comes to deciding which one is true or which you accept then that can fall into gray areas. If it was always the case that I saw evidence to only one side of the issue, then I'd agree with you, but when there's scenarios where it's possible to see evidence for two opposing sides of an issue, you can't force me to choose or accept only one. Sure, I can pick one option just for the hek of it but that wouldn't truly reflect what I accept.
If someone makes a positive claim and you are on the fence about it, it means the claim has not convinced you of it's truth and therefore you do not believe that claim. You can still be open minded about it and reserve judgment and belief until more evidence is provided. But at that time, you aren't convinced.
Your scenario can happen in SOME cases but not in all cases. My position would involve listening to a debate, both sides made good arguments and therefore I see that both sides have some degree of truth. Notice here that I don't even view truth or validity as a black-and-white issue, and neither do scientists, I might add. This truth is always tentative or based on some degree of probability. In terms of the theism vs atheism, I don't know nor believe in any one side as being 100% true and that it is because I don't see any one side as completely defeating the other. I see some good reasons on both sides.
That's exactly what I'm saying to do. that's what agnostic atheism is. Theism is the positive assertion that a God exists. To say "I don't believe that because I have not seen convincing evidence" is not the same as making the opposite assertion that "God does NOT exist".
You're not factoring in all of my scenario. I never said I don't believe that a God exists because I do accept that to a degree while also having a SECOND and separate belief based on acceptance on some of the reasons for why God would not exist. Trust me, I fully understand the difference between negative atheism (which makes no positive claims on God's existence) and positive atheism. I also don't view agnosticism as being a middle ground between theism and atheism, if that helps.
If there is a jar full of gumballs and a competition to guess if the number of gumballs inside is even or odd and someone walks up to me and says "I think the number of gumballs is even" and I say "I'm just not sure. I don't have any reason to think that" Does that mean that I'm making the reverse claim and saying that the number is odd? Or does it just mean I'm not accepting their assertion and remaining open minded until they demonstrate that the number is even?
The one component that is missing here is evidence for BOTH sides or for the two options to choose. I'm not sure how that would occur for something as simple as guessing the number of gumballs in a jar, but on complex issues like science, religion, philosophy, and God, and the centuries of debate (including new stuff) and seemingly unanswered questions and the perceived BiASES I see on both sides, can you blame me for not being able to settle the issue in my mind? Although, admittedly, I don't have the time to engage in reflection of my views like I have before since I have full time school and part time job.
I thought you were talking about atheists who were making positive claims too. I thought that was what you had a problem with.
I wouldn't say that atheists have no belief about god. We don't believe in god. But depending on which god is being discussed and the characteristics, personality, commands given, abilities, ect. We can have different feelings, opinions and beliefs about it. What's wrong with voicing those?
I don't have a problem with negative or weak atheists voicing their opinions if they're basing it purely from the standpoint of evaluating a story. But once their expressions go beyond describing what the pages say and turn to making claims about God, like he's evil, false, non-existent then those are beliefs or positive claims about God. At that point, they are no different than positive atheists.
I don't understand the issue. If someone said they worshipped a god that delights in torturing, raping and killing newborn babies, I would feel completely comfortable stating my belief that their god is a sick, malevolent douche bag and that they have no business worshipping it. Would you have a problem with me stating that opinion?
I feel like I've explained why they can. If not, let me know where you still disagree.
My issue is only with positive or strong atheists who hide behind the negative or weak atheist label. Some atheists may do this because there is a stigma in saying that God does NOT exist so they lessen that stance to attract more people to atheism. Some atheists may do this because they want to shift the burden of proof to theists so that they don't have to justify their own belief that God does NOT exist.