There's no greater a fool than a willing fool.

[Whiterain]

I like how if you start getting subversive about the dogma you're the anti-christ or the fool or the mule.

Seven long years ago my bludgeoned journey through psychosis began. All day every day with my visions and the general vassalage "my life" quickly became. It was humbling to share with you some of my experiences, as you can see they are quite extravagant, mortifying and perhaps down right masochistic on their behalf. I'm apparently quite an old hero, mass murderer, it seems. It doesn't inflate my ego or flatter me at all, I found it quite devastating. Were I would be exalting and venerating myself about my make believe prowess on the battlefield, unwavering courage, valor and lunacy, I'm just a monster. I'm just a loser right now, but that's destined to change. Moving on, I was trying to articulate this in a way to display things people often do not consider.

Not by my example alone but how catastrophic the whole of immortality would be. The psychological trauma of these beings would be inconceivable. But with people it's all about their coping and their needs, or their country's needs. Based on my chronic visions the collective of us all have suffered inconceivable tragedies but their coping abilities are amazing, insanity helps impressively well. Throughout this on going junket they were working to break my mind. I remain impermeable and even enjoy the on going challenge of retaining my sanity with their constant games.

I laugh a lot, out loud, and can't explain it often these days... I quickly have to think of a show or joke to reference too, people often call me on my deceit. However, my psychosis is quite evident to some, as they are kind enough to inform me that I look a little "psychotic" at times.

Regardless, I tried to meet a middle ground between psychosis and gnosis/divine intervention... The Atheists continued to call me an imbecile and moron even if I did respect their views and accept them. The religious folks scorned me because I wasn't "Committing" to the delusions and off on some delusional fantasy, that I would like to be on, like decimating the Church and being regaled as the Anti-Christ, but I'm not. They also got so mad because I said the truth is polytheism, because religious people are incompetent anyway. The Atheists are the bread winners in this cosmic gag, them's sensible folk.

So I'm ready to stop caring for now and barely even share my philosophies. This society stinks, there are no guilds, no ludus, no affordable fight school and I can't go back in the military or police force. I'm stuck in practically my own banal little nightmare world. This would basically be why gangsters happen, but I'm not resorting to joining some band of motorcycle riding junkies yet.

Ultimately the power of God could be proven to the world at anytime, unless it were covered up. Now is apparently not the time to venerate myself on internet forums or help anyone. The Gods are virtuoso in their works, and their wrath may never be sated. This is it folks, the wrath of the Gods and it seems indefinite.


Salute

 

[Terese]

Thank you for being kind enough to inform us on your situation

 

[Ana.J]

You know, there one thing I hate about religions. They evoke fear and guilt in people to make them obey. I think the God is a loving father and not a blood lusting psycho wanting to punish all infidels!

 

[Aiviu]

punish all infidels!

Yes, when revenge is called justice.

 

[Ana.J]

Yes, when revenge is called justice.

Well...of course it all depends on how you name things, right?

 

[Aiviu]

Well...of course it all depends on how you name things, right?

You mean, i just called it justice? No no, i mean i see fool's revenge in what they (religion's violence) call God's justice. EDIT: An the punished who's dead are said to be a sacrifice for God and in God's justice. I have it in my ear "Collateral damages."

 

[Treks]

You know, there one thing I hate about religions. They evoke fear and guilt in people to make them obey. I think the God is a loving father and not a blood lusting psycho wanting to punish all infidels!

This is a little bit like me saying, "You know, there's one thing I hate about sharks. They evoke fear and guilt in people to make them obey. I think the Shark is a loving father and not a blood lusting psycho wanting to punish all infidels!"

(PS. Sorry sharks, for using you in this example.)

 

[Ana.J]

This is a little bit like me saying, "You know, there's one thing I hate about sharks. They evoke fear and guilt in people to make them obey. I think the Shark is a loving father and not a blood lusting psycho wanting to punish all infidels!"

(PS. Sorry sharks, for using you in this example.)

I'm sorry, but I did not get how my comment is the same if you use shark instead of religion.

 

[Treks]

I'm sorry, but I did not get how my comment is the same if you use shark instead of religion.

Well, a shark is gonna eat ya, no matter how much you say it's a loving father figure.

And god.. well.. god does like the smiting thing.

 

[Thief]

find and listen....The Mule...followed by....Fools
by Deep Purple

love that cello solo
and the careful counter of the drums

 

[Whiterain]

Trying to make the best out of the gift. Provide what laughter I can, but I have to remember to quit exploiting myself for lols.

I thought about writing the tabloids or the funny papers but I would prefer to compromise my identity as little as possible, particularly at their request. It's entirely personal, but unnatural to keep to myself.

Is God willing, but unable? In my case it's more like God is capable, but refuses. I'm not going to go on about some asinine stand off between political powers and provoking Gods true power, or some stupidity.

The sky opened and there was a gigantic smoldering Poseidon, I presume, flying through the sky for a moment before it started laughing and disappeared. Myself and another witnessed it just outside a bustling polis, nothing hit the press... That other guy probably lost his mind, idk, wasn't looking for a life mate. I had all but forgotten about it, funny how life moves on. That apparently has never happened in the history of mankind, and he did it for me, lightning also struck our building knocking over a tree, it was quite exciting, but too coincidental. And Vandalism, I can't say the gods are really the forces behind all environmental catastrophe and dead in droves, and their followers are constantly covering for them.

I'm not going to lie, they seem relatively unsympathetic towards mortal suffering, as I had mentioned. We're all, including me, innocent bystanders of their wrath.


I'm just encouraging argument in speaking of them so personally, I'm not excluded from the genepoo. They seem to have been watching me since I was a pollywog doe.

But... Religious Forums... What would my Reign over Mankind bring? Well... That's a topic left in a stuffy bar room.

They're up there laughing, folks.

 

[Ana.J]

Well, a shark is gonna eat ya, no matter how much you say it's a loving father figure.

And god.. well.. god does like the smiting thing.

I see. The material world has its own laws....the spiritual world has its own....The idea of God being executioner is not something I can accept.

 

[Treks]

I see. The material world has its own laws....the spiritual world has its own....The idea of God being executioner is not something I can accept.

Even the most life-affirming religions accept that death and destruction are also God's power. The actual executing is usually left up to the humans enforcing his/her religion.

Anyway, good luck

 

[Thief]

I see. The material world has its own laws....the spiritual world has its own....The idea of God being executioner is not something I can accept.

it is written....
Fear not whoever would harm the flesh....rather....
Fear Him....who is able to rend the soul

 

[Tabu]

@Whiterain
Why do you think it is the gods/God throwing their vengeance ?
Why not Karma?
Because if you think it is the gods you will feel you have no control and your only option is to bear ,because you never know how to make them happy and they are never going to tell you this,
if its Karma you will be assured that you can make a change and have control over things in your life.
Or Why not One God who doesn't interfere with Karma?

 

[Whiterain]

@Whiterain
Why do you think it is the gods/God throwing their vengeance ?
Why not Karma?
Because if you think it is the gods you will feel you have no control and your only option is to bear ,because you never know how to make them happy and they are never going to tell you this,
if its Karma you will be assured that you can make a change and have control over things in your life.
Or Why not One God who doesn't interfere with Karma?

To me it seems like this is how it has only been. They do practice some element of favoritism in civilizations, until they are ready to move on or otherwise become enraged, perhaps like with 'Murica.

But this seems to be how it has been... Perhaps there was a time when Man and God lived in harmony, a "happy" era, an extremely long time ago. Perhaps God thought we could live in a fantasy world at first, like Norse Myth, myth in general. It's all about your perspective, you see the Norse perspective as a fantasy world, I can provide some aesthetic to it. But most people become disparaged with my views. It's like people represent the Gods or Paganism but once you start bringing it into reality people start to buckle.


As for them, I will not lie on their behalf... Their power seems to have corrupted them a long time ago... It's not about our views of right, wrong, what we want from them. They do as they please because they can and have the power too. It doesn't really matter if you're "good" or "bad" or Adolf Hitler, it's whether or not they're interested in you.


Karma is a bit of a pseudo practice to me... All those babies being raped and starving to death in the world weren't born with bad karma. All this chaos and pestilence and they pass time with me, send UNICEF a dollar, get over it.

I'd put Loki in charge, make Loki God, it seems he never wanted to be God, may kill everybody, but we would laugh.

 

[Tabu]

@Whiterain
Many of your views match with the study I am presently learning , though some of them are mentioned in many other religions as well, I am presenting these points with the hope that probably you may find some explanations and solace in them .

To me it seems like this is how it has only been. They do practice some element of favoritism in civilizations, until they are ready to move on or otherwise become enraged, perhaps like with 'Murica.

The belief is that souls come in batches initially being pure, nature favors them, then there is a middle stage and then an impure stage when natural forces or gods or deities turn against them .
For half the period of their existence there is harmony and in the other half there is chaos.

But this seems to be how it has been... Perhaps there was a time when Man and God lived in harmony, a "happy" era, an extremely long time ago.

This surprises me! When you say they lived in harmony, you use singular God , whereas when talking about chaos you use gods , does plurality of gods have anything to do with chaos ?
Even the above agrees with what I learn , there was a golden age long time ago when souls were full of purity ,were pure gold and nature was overflowing with abundance and beauty and harmony , this being the Golden age.

Perhaps God thought we could live in a fantasy world at first, like Norse Myth, myth in general. It's all about your perspective, you see the Norse perspective as a fantasy world, I can provide some aesthetic to it.

You are welcome to share your imagination , I would like to see the colorful hues you have woven together.

As for them, I will not lie on their behalf... Their power seems to have corrupted them a long time ago... It's not about our views of right, wrong, what we want from them. They do as they please because they can and have the power too. It doesn't really matter if you're "good" or "bad" or Adolf Hitler, it's whether or not they're interested in you.

A similar passage appeared in the message we received from our center today and supplemented with a reason, it states,
" Even the five elements are now impure and this is why they cause sorrow. Everything causes sorrow. When these same elements are pure they give happiness. That is called the land of happiness. This is the land of sorrow. The land of happiness is the inheritance of the unlimited Father. The land of sorrow is the inheritance of Ravan.

Karma is a bit of a pseudo practice to me... All those babies being raped and starving to death in the world weren't born with bad karma. All this chaos and pestilence and they pass time with me, send UNICEF a dollar, get over it.

Instead of taking karma back and thinking , how about projecting it ahead and think like this.
If all the world believed in Karma , believed that they would face the consequences of their deeds , were certain that their deeds would return to them , and that they would reap only that which they sow , imagine how careful one would be with their deeds. If people correct their deeds will the world not become a better place again and with this power will we not be able to take control of nature again.

I'd put Loki in charge, make Loki God, it seems he never wanted to be God, may kill everybody, but we would laugh.

According to what I study, it is the rule of Ravan or the vicious one now.

 

[Whiterain]

@Whiterain
Many of your views match with the study I am presently learning , though some of them are mentioned in many other religions as well, I am presenting these points with the hope that probably you may find some explanations and solace in them .

The belief is that souls come in batches initially being pure, nature favors them, then there is a middle stage and then an impure stage when natural forces or gods or deities turn against them .
For half the period of their existence there is harmony and in the other half there is chaos.


This surprises me! When you say they lived in harmony, you use singular God , whereas when talking about chaos you use gods , does plurality of gods have anything to do with chaos ?
Even the above agrees with what I learn , there was a golden age long time ago when souls were full of purity ,were pure gold and nature was overflowing with abundance and beauty and harmony , this being the Golden age.


You are welcome to share your imagination , I would like to see the colorful hues you have woven together.



A similar passage appeared in the message we received from our center today and supplemented with a reason, it states,
" Even the five elements are now impure and this is why they cause sorrow. Everything causes sorrow. When these same elements are pure they give happiness. That is called the land of happiness. This is the land of sorrow. The land of happiness is the inheritance of the unlimited Father. The land of sorrow is the inheritance of Ravan.



Instead of taking karma back and thinking , how about projecting it ahead and think like this.
If all the world believed in Karma , believed that they would face the consequences of their deeds , were certain that their deeds would return to them , and that they would reap only that which they sow , imagine how careful one would be with their deeds. If people correct their deeds will the world not become a better place again and with this power will we not be able to take control of nature again.


According to what I study, it is the rule of Ravan or the vicious one now.

Thanks for the considerate thorough context of my posts, Tabu.

I won't be disingenuous in replying to you.

When I was using the singular term of "God," I was implying the Chieftain or King of the Gods. I see all of this as reformations of Gods kingdoms, from Polytheism into Monotheism.

As for the rest and who is the ruling God now, I am uncertain. Many parties are trying to universalize all the Gods into one demographic, for my gnosis that is not the case. There are numerous "tribes" of these deities, the term "God" is just a generalization of what they represent, like saying someone is a King or Legatus, it is a title. For instance one sect of the Norse/Germanic Gods are called the Aesir, these deities may have actually originated in the middle east. The other sect is called the Vanir, who came from the North and were first worshiped, Freyr, for instance seemed to be the main deity worshiped in the North originally. Then came the Aesir, Vanir War, and the Vanir were defeated. The Aesir assumed leadership over both parties while "marrying" both parties. Like when Royalties married into different cultures through King from one culture and Queen from another.

So much of those legends are erroneous.. For instance, my vision of Odin, he seems to be a Vanir, and is famed as an Aesir, my vision of Heimdallr is an Aesir, and he is famed as a Vanir.

They seemed to create the different races and all, and the segregation of mankind. So they are also the antecedent of the different races. No need to go more thorough than that, when you start talking about kinship and favoritism with the Gods people tend to get flustered.


When talking about the age of Harmony between Man and God, that took place in various era's in different cultures. Golden Ages have come and gone but can be seen in some cultures, like Greece. The Greeks seem to live in a long golden age of peace with the Gods before becoming embroidered in war and conquest. Rome seemed to come forth in total conquest but little is relevant between their reverence to the Gods, before making all of religion a total mockery.

The least is known in Europe in a time of harmony between Man and the Gods.

That's all just a machination of my mind though, it's not tangible. I can bring them down to a human level, but they seem to be deceivingly powerful "supernatural" inter-dimensional beings.

Then it doesn't make sense, they mastered inter-dimensional travel, but Man must gruelingly survive through the brutality of our history.


Anyway, according to the Tetragrammaton they're all Arch Demons, put your yamaka's on.


Edit

As for the purity of the soul, I'm uncertain. I find myself regressive towards preaching what I can't explain.... So the nervous system, body and brain generate this cosmic energy. Like a slug to a butterfly you will evolve into the immortal soul from your mortal shell. Then I can't explain re-incarnation at all... The possibility of people and memories being passed on genetically is incredible, yet depressing. Like I am nearly a 1:1 copy of one of my ancestors, that was me. Or God's up there in his space ship and he inseminates us with advanced technology.

Honestly I don't know. I don't want to make stuff up. The soul can be used as a metaphorical term more than anything. Like the composition of someones conscience, moral and ethical fiber. I would have a violent but relatively pure soul.

They mock the purity of my soul and myopic views of good and evil. They also joke or are serious about absorbing or eating whats left of my neutrinos after death. So as Cronus did in legend devour the Gods out of fear, the Gods came to devour out of fear, mutiny and masochism, gluttony and bloodlust. No more Gods would be born.

It gets pretty bad at times but I keep an upbeat and delightful sense of humor. For after I perish in this abysmal life my final battle may be the assassination of the gods.

Particularly Hera... I don't see why one being could be so miserable and vile at times... She seems to desire the cold, cruel world we live in, while Odin envisioned a lovely, awesome world.

Slainte hapless adventurer.

 

[Tabu]

@Whiterain
I wish I could supply you with the weapons by which you can smash your horrible , troublesome gods , and somehow gain victory over them.
I think you need to defeat those gods at a thought level, "My thoughts are my creation " is the punchline, first you need to stop those gods from troubling you at the thought level , for this we have a practice called ' Traffic control of thoughts' , may be this weapon would work for you.
Here we check each and every thought , show the stop signal to the undesirable and unnecessary ones , show the wait signal for the not immediately necessary ones , and allow and pass only optimistic and productive ones.

You can read these book which emphasis on creating powerful and positive thoughts ,

http://prenticemulfordthoughtsarethings.com/ThoughtsAreThings.pdf

https://www.free-ebooks.net/ebook/The-Secret-to-the-Law-of-Attraction

 

[Whiterain]

@Whiterain
I wish I could supply you with the weapons by which you can smash your horrible , troublesome gods , and somehow gain victory over them.
I think you need to defeat those gods at a thought level, "My thoughts are my creation " is the punchline, first you need to stop those gods from troubling you at the thought level , for this we have a practice called ' Traffic control of thoughts' , may be this weapon would work for you.
Here we check each and every thought , show the stop signal to the undesirable and unnecessary ones , show the wait signal for the not immediately necessary ones , and allow and pass only optimistic and productive ones.

You can read these book which emphasis on creating powerful and positive thoughts ,

http://prenticemulfordthoughtsarethings.com/ThoughtsAreThings.pdf

https://www.free-ebooks.net/ebook/The-Secret-to-the-Law-of-Attraction

Thx

I'm eager to do this, they don't even have to patronize me. I'm not going to keep going on about how grim my future is. These schizoid psychotic parasitic maybe mean demon Gods are worst wafflers. One day they're Liberal, the next Pinko or Levy Fascists.

I love satire. Religion just didn't add up to me, I wish we could liberate ourselves from peity. It was more about movement than truth. If you weren't involved you're just an innocent bystander as is the Earth, nearly incinerated by our provider the Sun. Between the raging sun and greenhouse gases with an unnecessary absence of nitrous I acquit religion all together because that's all people are going to have at this rate, hope magic and delusion.

My word I've become such a negative nancy, a debbie downer. I would articulate a military Earth doe, as God may have, perhaps, but it wouldn't suck people, you have to believe.

You can't walk on the grass doe.