I took a mind break a couple months ago.
Read JAIL!
No, not jail.
Rehab for addiction. Alcoholism is an inherited trait among males on both sides of my
family and killed both dad and mom.
I miss 'em like a hemorrhoid.
"Respect thy mother and father" the Book says.
In therapy I learned, "if they deserve respect".
When I was 5 my momma beat me 'till I bled.
When sis was 13 dad raped her.
She's still drinking and never got into therapy.
Poor thing.
She HATES me to this day and I
think it's possible because I remind her of "daddy" in some unknown to me way.
In therapy I learned how to "parent" my inner child, the one so terribly emotionally crippled.
I finally quit medicating with prescription drugs and alcohol before those things
killed me.
Now I'm a great dad to my 15 year old fine son. He says so anyway. ( I'm 69 .)
I leave my sister alone as I can't help her and pray one day she will come to grips with
a most awful and personal of all crimes.
I have shadowy recollections of mommy dearest playing with my "inky" when I was
asleep as a child.
The shrink says that is "most likely. Now what are you going to do about that?"
Nothing is the answer. It was what it was and the shrinks say many positives must
have come from somewhere else I might have become Chester the Molester
myself.
Perhaps my experiences is what motivated me to hunt down and jail child
abusers when I was a cop.
I put one nasty away for 40 years to life.
Being as "it" was in it's 40's at the time he was jailed he likely did die in the joint
with a very sore rectal problem.
Hard core criminals in prison often have kids and child abusers get the dickens.
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww bad play on words! Sorry.(think about it)
Recall Akron Ohio's Jeffery Dahmer? The corrupted mind that invited homosexuals
to dinner and ATE THEM?
He was assassinated in prison in front of many in the lunch line and no one
including guards saw a thing.
Sad huh? NOT!
Ball bearings in a sock to the head will do a nice job.
My shrink was his fathers shrink the father wrote a book called
https://www.amazon.com/Fathers-Story-Lionel-Dahmer/dp/068812156X.
Jeffery's basic problem was his mother who corrupted his mind in awful ways.
Teach your children well.
Is this true story happened to you ?
