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time to wake up again.
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Sylvan
Unrepentant goofer duster
How so?
I just moved into what should be the most inspirational environment, but I am having trouble do-ing. I mean I have my altars beginning, and I have been doing a time-consuming nightly practice I must continue right before I sleep for a number of days. So my dream life has been a little exhausting.
But when I think about all the things I should be doing.. practicing and studying for my language class, organizing a new band, getting my new room set up.. all my **** fit into this dirty cramped kitchen I have taken it upon myself to keep clean... I am having trouble not just saying **** it. No matter how many spirits you have mainlining intense energies into your sphere, there is no replacement for good old fashioned motivation. But if you lack Will after this point, the tendency for your weaknesses to become your undoing will quicken. No reason to bet yourself up about it though. These periods of stasis should be understood as part and parcel to the continually unfolding alchemy of the self. One reason people like diaries (I hate it myself) is that after a while you have a sense of patterns and tendencies you may be unaware of. I may be telling secrets here.. but one of the reason for oaths is to force a weary mill-stone to these tendencies when discovered. This is also the entire basis of astrological magic*.
*Chaos dudes have thrown out the baby with the aeonic bathwater here.
I just moved into what should be the most inspirational environment, but I am having trouble do-ing. I mean I have my altars beginning, and I have been doing a time-consuming nightly practice I must continue right before I sleep for a number of days. So my dream life has been a little exhausting.
But when I think about all the things I should be doing.. practicing and studying for my language class, organizing a new band, getting my new room set up.. all my **** fit into this dirty cramped kitchen I have taken it upon myself to keep clean... I am having trouble not just saying **** it. No matter how many spirits you have mainlining intense energies into your sphere, there is no replacement for good old fashioned motivation. But if you lack Will after this point, the tendency for your weaknesses to become your undoing will quicken. No reason to bet yourself up about it though. These periods of stasis should be understood as part and parcel to the continually unfolding alchemy of the self. One reason people like diaries (I hate it myself) is that after a while you have a sense of patterns and tendencies you may be unaware of. I may be telling secrets here.. but one of the reason for oaths is to force a weary mill-stone to these tendencies when discovered. This is also the entire basis of astrological magic*.
*Chaos dudes have thrown out the baby with the aeonic bathwater here.
Thank you Sylvan. For the words of encouragement and support and realistic out look at it.These things do come in waves.
And im just glad i noticed it so i can work on what i feel i need to work on.
I just got lazy and daydreamy with my path and it has been lacking substance and a paradigm.
And im just glad i noticed it so i can work on what i feel i need to work on.
I just got lazy and daydreamy with my path and it has been lacking substance and a paradigm.
Azakel
Liebe ist für alle da
This is what has happened to me too. I have just got back into all this, and I'm not sure what re-inspired me ether(guess it doesn't really matter ^_^).
Inspiration and motivation waxes and wanes. It is good to accept that simply happens, I think.
Sometimes, it is a question of not having time or deciding to do something else. I could have worked on writing up a ritual today, but instead I went to a park to honor the Spirits of the Land there. It was a good trip.
Sometimes, it is a question of not having time or deciding to do something else. I could have worked on writing up a ritual today, but instead I went to a park to honor the Spirits of the Land there. It was a good trip.