If god is the core inside of us then wouldnt we have a subconscious knowledge of him before being taught about him.
I would say that we do, but subconscious is exactly what it means. And the core of our being would be the thing that would be most subconciously "hidden" so to speak.
I meditate for good health, mindfulness and well being, not to connect with a divinity.
You should try it sometime, you might get some interesting results.
Mindfulness definitely has a ton of positive aspects, but us ADD folks need varying levels and intensities of meditative stimulation, or atleast this ADD folk does. However, mindfulness forms the basis for all of these practices, and if you are well versed in this practice you should be able to gain some intense mindsets fairly easier. Then again, some of the most awe-inspiring meditations I have ever had were using the most simple technique I know.
What's the fun in everyone being self realized from the beginning? It's like playing monopoly with your friends when everyone starts off owning a one property of each color? BOOOOOOO!!! lol.
In Hinduism the answer would be a concept called 'Lila'. Others can explain better than I but I will try here:
The entire universe is a great drama/play/sport of God. In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna (speaking as the Absolute) says....I separated Myself from Myself and became all this (diverse creation).
Lol, I always relate it to God's television. Good to know there is a concept of this within a respected spiritual tradition.
God creates and in the final end all things return to Him (and become One again). So our little drama ends in victory; Oneness with the divine we always were but didn't know it while entangled in Maya. So he creates this drama with a happy ending. Without Maya there would only be eternal sameness. I would say struggling (with millions of good and bad moments) and succeeding in the end is better than eternal sameness.
Who doesn't love a game where you always win? Eternal sameness... BOOOOO!!!