Anyway, to answer the OP, I have a lot of very violent and sadistic fantasies, including rape and domination. I have a short temper and am easily irritated. I've also been a victim of a lot of abuse, trauma and mistreatment in my life so there's a lot of hatred and resentment in me but it's not as bad as before. I also have thoughts of hurting my pets which are really flashbacks to animal torture videos I've seen and those really bother me. I would never do such a thing.
Despite all of that, I'm a pretty peaceful person. Never even been in a fight or anything. Never been in trouble with the police.
As someone mentioned before, I also have the urge to blurt out inappropriate things at sensitive times. It's funny when I think about it, though. Lol.
I think all these things are quite normal. Studies have shown that. Rape fantasies are widespread among women, for example.