OK. This is going to be hard to explain and has tremendous potential to be misunderstood, but here goes...
I have often found myself envious of the unflagging certainty, black and white, no struggles with mysteries, no doubting attitudes of evangelical Christians. It seems so easy just to be able to point to the Bible and support its inerrancy.
My own faith journey seems so messy by comparison with so many questions, struggles, doubts and work to search out answers to the eternal questions of death, isolation, freedom and the meaning of life.
I certainly don't mean that I aspire to be an evangelical Christian, but they do always seem to have a glib answer to many of the issues that I struggle with.