That is exactly what you are supposed to think.
The Beautiful Side of Evil, by Tohanna Michaelsen, is very aptly named. Darkness can have an outer covering, so to speak, of luminosity that can appear to be inexpressibly beautiful. The power of darkness can feel wonderfully beauteous, too. Satan and his demonic legions are masterful counterfeiters who can make darkness appear to be light…
From “ Inside the New Age Nightmare “ by Randall Baer…
“The luminosity of darkness can be so bright that it bedazzles to the point of blindness and mesmerizes to the point of brainwashing. This is exactly what happened to me, and what is happening today to all those involved in the New Age Movement.
One night, while in the Ascension Chamber, my spirit was roaming some of the farthest reaches of "heavenly light" that I had ever perceived. That night I had an experience that would change my life forever.
During this experience I was surrounded by a virtually overwhelming luminosity - it was as if I was looking straight into the sun.
Waves of bliss radiated through my spirit. I was totally captivated by the power.
Suddenly, another force stepped in. It took me by complete sur-prise. In the twinkling of an eye, it was like a supernatural hand had taken me behind the scenes of the experience that I was having. I was taken behind the outer covering of the dazzling luminosity and there saw something that left me literally shaking for a full week.
What I saw was the face of devouring darkness! Behind the glittering outer facade of beauty lay a massively powerful, wildly churning face of absolute hatred and unspeakable abominations - the face of demons filled with the power of Satan.
For a moment that seemed like an eternity, I realized that I was in major league trouble, for this devouring force was now closing in on me.”