I spoken a lot about seeking or searching for the truth.
But what am i actually searching for
What is that truth actually?
This is the first question everyone should ask - but few actually do.
People jump into their quest for the "truth" without pausing to ask themselves where and how they decided that there is a truth to discover. Usually, the truth is something given to you by someone else (religion, Guru, etc) and you dumb yourself down to simply accept it. But how can that be the truth?
There is no hidden truth to discover. The truth is "what is". It is available instantly to all people - without discrimination and without the need for agents.
The real problem is boredom or dissatisfaction with life. This is what drives people to look for something more interesting, more permanent and so long as there are people who have this need, there will be suppliers in the form of religious and spiritual masters to cater to this need - through their own conceptions of truth, heaven, mindfulness, meditation, moksha and so on.
If you can accept life as-is, then there is no need for such a quest. You will no longer have to put your faith in the words other people/religions. You simply live your life as best as you can.