In my own search for God I was looking for answers.....I had so many questions because I need to know the why"s of things and they have to sit well with my heart. I was taught about God in my church but he was not someone I could love or get close to. I heard a lot of talk but there was never much action to back it up. I walked in empty and walked out feeling the same way.
He tortured souls in hell and he took people away from their loved ones so that he could have more people in heaven.....none of that made any sense to me. If God wanted more people in heaven, why did he not just put them there in the first place? That is what he did with the angels, who were all in existence before the first humans were created.
God's law said "thou shalt not kill"...but the churches glorified war and sanctified the killing. It seemed as if everything Jesus taught, they did the opposite. (Matthew 5:43-44)
So the answers I sought had to address all those things and my search ended when I found Jehovah's Witnesses...(or rather, they found me) I finally discovered a people who weren't hypocrites....who followed through on what Jesus taught. even when it was difficult and made them unpopular.
They would go to jail rather than break God's law on taking human life....they were told by Jesus to preach in all the world and that is what they do, despite the fact that people don't like it. (Matthew 28:19-20; John 15:18-21)
I found out that there is no such place as "hell"....and that Yahweh does not take loved ones away from their families. He is not a three headed god, but the singular God of Israel....(Deuteronomy 6:4)....the God of Abraham who fathered the Jewish nation through Isaac and Jacob, (not through Ishmael.) This is what Jesus taught. (John 4:22) So in my study of the scriptures over many years, all my questions were answered. Jesus said that we would "know the truth"....and that it would "set us free".....its a wonderful kind of freedom to be rid of many false religious concepts that crept into Christianity from other religious sources many centuries ago.
The heart and mind must work together, not allowing emotions to cloud our judgment. Love must dominate in the hearts of all in the brotherhood. (John 13:34-35) You must live your faith every day....seeking to please the Creator in all that you do. (Colossians 3:23)
I am "home"....