But what if one is an agnostic atheist like me who considers the possibility that God and Jesus are real, but think that they could very well not be real due to the idea that no God could have someone go to hell and remain there forever?
How would god's and jesus' existence depend on how they punish someone?
Isn't that like saying, sara doesn't know her mother exists because every time she does something wrong, she beats her?
This person would think that since a kind and loving God should not be feared and should not have such horrible morals, then this person might think it would then be a waste of time to live his/her life according to the bible since such a God might very well not be real.
Christianity is about faith and trust not certainty and facts. People
believe god exist. They have
faith in jesus.
How would you know that love between you are your spouse (if you have one) exist if you don't develop a relationship with each other through trust, patience, and interaction?
I am undecided when it comes to the existence of God and the afterlife which means I am an agnostic atheist. But the only way I would dedicate my life to the biblical teachings would be if I actually believed God existed. Otherwise, I am wasting my time and my life over something that could very well be likely to not exist since we are talking here a God who is claimed to be all loving and all just, but appears to have a horrible and cruel sense of morality. Therefore, not only am I not going to dedicate my life to obeying and serving this God, but I also can never trust his claimed holy righteousness and moral integrity.
Everyone believes differently. I'm not an agnostic atheist; but, I do agree that if you follow a teaching you must believe the authenticity (and existence) of the actual teacher. Jesus taught they both go hand in hand.
Like any relationship, it starts with action rather than waiting. If you feel it's a waste of time to devote yourself to christ so he can "exist" in you and the body of christ, that is up to you. That's how Christ exist is through his body not a dude just appearing out of the middle of nowhere. As for god, since you don't believe in god, why go through mental gymnastics over it unless you
want to believe and can't?
Then that starts with action and trust even if you think right now it will not get anyway, you may be surprised. Many christians have revelations even on RF. So, who knows?
Would I go to hell over that? Or would God completely understand where I am coming from and give me a 2nd chance after I die if he is real?
If I were to instead just go to hell and God were to choose to never get me out, then that further makes me doubt God's sense of morality as being all loving, all just, and merciful. It also makes me further doubt the existence of this God.
Unbelievers are equated to individuals without god's grace. Without god's grace and salvation, christianity teaches by default you suffer. Whether it's hell or just death depends on the denomination. But instead of going off the people, try to read the bible with an open mind from not just a literal point of view, switch perspectives and see it symbolically. Try different views of interpreting the bible. Maybe god will talk to you in a way foreign to other believers who are pressured to believing (and even talking) like their peers.
I know god, hell, heaven, angels, and so forth do not exist. So, I feel it is up to how you see god (which doesn't need to be one specific way) and how you interpret things that life throws at you will help you decide whether to dedicate yourself to find out he exist or just let it be and not waste your time. From what I read in scripture, the only unforgivable sin is completely rejecting christ. If you are just growing in christ and asking questions (which is perfectly normal) I don't see how you are sinning. Just scripture says salvation is in deeds
and faith. So it's a learning process. A journey.
I personally see no benefit in devotion to christ. However, if you feel it's worth jumping off that cliff (in a good way), go for it.